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I have written once and I thank the people who have read and/or left me a prayer.
It's wonderful to know at the very least that no matter how much of a stranger people may be, we'd still read each other's worries and feel compelled to pray for them.
This is a continued request for prayer of my previous request.
I believe God has given me options, and I believe he has given me a path. He had forgiven me numerous times, and brought me on many paths I have never imagined. I am thankful to him, though at times it might not seem that way, I am truly glad that he is in my life.
After my personal implosion I have written to the people that can help me attempt to fix my situation, and they have laid out some possibilities, but once again I was scared of dealing with the problem. I am the kind of person who hates myself as I avoid issues that weigh heavily on my life, and feel my innards fester as I watch others live the kind of lives I keep missing out on due to my own inabilities. I worry that things won't go the way I wish when I do take action, however selfish that may sound, and that leaves me paralyzed with fear.
I am running out of time to work with this situation, so I will be taking action within this week.
Please pray for me, I don't necessarily know what of but please pray for me, because I'm so afraid.
Of taking action, of waiting for results, and for the results themselves.
I am so deathly afraid.
It's wonderful to know at the very least that no matter how much of a stranger people may be, we'd still read each other's worries and feel compelled to pray for them.
This is a continued request for prayer of my previous request.
I believe God has given me options, and I believe he has given me a path. He had forgiven me numerous times, and brought me on many paths I have never imagined. I am thankful to him, though at times it might not seem that way, I am truly glad that he is in my life.
After my personal implosion I have written to the people that can help me attempt to fix my situation, and they have laid out some possibilities, but once again I was scared of dealing with the problem. I am the kind of person who hates myself as I avoid issues that weigh heavily on my life, and feel my innards fester as I watch others live the kind of lives I keep missing out on due to my own inabilities. I worry that things won't go the way I wish when I do take action, however selfish that may sound, and that leaves me paralyzed with fear.
I am running out of time to work with this situation, so I will be taking action within this week.
Please pray for me, I don't necessarily know what of but please pray for me, because I'm so afraid.
Of taking action, of waiting for results, and for the results themselves.
I am so deathly afraid.
