Butterfly2019
Disciple of Prayer
Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ,
I need prayer for deliverance from lying and deceit. I want to be completely honest and transparent here.. I am a liar. I have lied to people I love, to people I care about, and even over things that don’t matter. I continue to lie when I do not have to. A lie is a lie but when I say I am a liar I mean I lie effortlessly and don’t have the remorse or instant regret that I should have. Sometimes it’s small lies and sometimes it’s bigger ones. I have made lying a habit. I made it practically my nature. I constantly have excused it as “white lies” or tell myself it was to avoid conflict or letting someone down to excuse my disgusting behavior. The root of it is I was and am being selfish. I didn’t want to face accountability. Instead I sit and tell lies until I choose to believe them myself. I tell lies and try to continue to stand on my lies when confronted with them to avoid accountability and make myself feel better. I find ways to justify my lies when it’s wrong. It has damaged my relationships and it is damaging my spirit. The one person I love the most sees me as a liar and they are right. I cannot argue that anymore. I cannot point fingers at others or deflect to avoid my own wrongs. This sin has tarnished my reputation, my integrity (if I even had any) and my walk with God. I do not want to live like this anymore. I want to repent and turn from lying completely. I want to speak the truth, move with integrity and keep a pure heart. I want to be free from the urge to deceive, even in the smallest ways. I am asking for Prayer that God would remove the spirit of Deceit from me, cleanse me, and help me walk only in truth. I want my words and actions to reflect him, not lies. Please pray that I can be delivered from this sin, that I will be strengthened to resist the temptation to lie, and that God will restore me into someone trustworthy, honest, and pure hearted.
I need prayer for deliverance from lying and deceit. I want to be completely honest and transparent here.. I am a liar. I have lied to people I love, to people I care about, and even over things that don’t matter. I continue to lie when I do not have to. A lie is a lie but when I say I am a liar I mean I lie effortlessly and don’t have the remorse or instant regret that I should have. Sometimes it’s small lies and sometimes it’s bigger ones. I have made lying a habit. I made it practically my nature. I constantly have excused it as “white lies” or tell myself it was to avoid conflict or letting someone down to excuse my disgusting behavior. The root of it is I was and am being selfish. I didn’t want to face accountability. Instead I sit and tell lies until I choose to believe them myself. I tell lies and try to continue to stand on my lies when confronted with them to avoid accountability and make myself feel better. I find ways to justify my lies when it’s wrong. It has damaged my relationships and it is damaging my spirit. The one person I love the most sees me as a liar and they are right. I cannot argue that anymore. I cannot point fingers at others or deflect to avoid my own wrongs. This sin has tarnished my reputation, my integrity (if I even had any) and my walk with God. I do not want to live like this anymore. I want to repent and turn from lying completely. I want to speak the truth, move with integrity and keep a pure heart. I want to be free from the urge to deceive, even in the smallest ways. I am asking for Prayer that God would remove the spirit of Deceit from me, cleanse me, and help me walk only in truth. I want my words and actions to reflect him, not lies. Please pray that I can be delivered from this sin, that I will be strengthened to resist the temptation to lie, and that God will restore me into someone trustworthy, honest, and pure hearted.