BlueFlame371
Disciple of Prayer
Hello, I'm feeling extremely discouraged in my relationship. I'm on my knees in hopelessness, weary, exhausted & undone from within. One part of this is I need to share how I feel to be carried through. The other is he is responsive to my prayers but he is a narcissistic serial cheater. The toxicity from non-stop sexual, emotional cheating makes him demonically battering/abusive toward me emotionally & verbally. It also causes him to be sexually abusive in the specific senses of depriving intimacy, respect & recklessly using me to do all the hardest work, especially financially. I know most of you would just think I should leave. I will if he stops doing things on my terms, including getting married. I'm very weak & vulnerable too. Thank you.