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kimwilke
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I have walked away from God and have done some very bad self destructive things. Things that I have done before I even asked Jesus in my life. Things like being promiscuous and such. I asked God back into my life almost 2 years ago and I am already walking out. I struggle with very bad depression. I thought about suicide, but I won't do it because I may go to hell. I have walked away until last night. i am going to go back to church. but the thing is I don't even know if I have ever really asked God into my life. I don't feel love and I don't know if he really loves me. I was sexually abused as a kid and that is all I know. My past. Hard to be happy and know that I deserve more. If I was the only one would Jesus still have died. I guess that I need prayer that I can truely have Jesus in my life. I don't know how.
