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MelodyS
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Today I felt Satan trying to attack me into negative thinking that nothing will work out between me and my ex. Last night, I asked God for Him to give my exboyfriend visions and dreams about me and him together again, just like I have received of him and me being together again. I believed He did give him those visions and I believe he received them too. But today I received 2 text messages from my ex that said "It's time to chat. You won't like it..." I did not and will not reply to the texts. However, I got really nervous. . . that I believe the Devil has hardened his heart even more badly. I started thinking that he will say he never wants the second chance with me... and with my nervousness and negative thinking, while I was at work today, I got a pit in my stomach (empty feeling), and a bad sharp pain on my left side. It was bad. My mom works in the same job as I do and I asked her to ask the GM (general manager) for me to go home. The pain was pretty bad and I know that I can lose money (and maybe my job) because I had already taken off the 4th of July weekend off and now I took off early. But money is not an issue for me (even though finances are tight and weak right now). So fast forward, I'm home and I prayed for my left side to heal. I also prayed really hard for the Devil's attacks on my relationship restoration to end. I couldn't take it anymore. I had received visions, dreams (myself, mom and even my dad) about me and my ex being together again. I hold on to those dreams really tight. So tight I don't ever want to let go until they come true. I plead to God "What am I going to do?! I had those dreams, hope, and faith about him and me for a reason! I don't want to let go of this man! And I know this might sound selfish, but I don't want him with another girl either! I already made up my mind of never loving another man like I love my ex. No, I'm not going to stop praying for this for as long as I breathe, and when the going gets tougher. But when the going gets tough, the tough get tougher and I am the tough that gets together, as I will NOT REST until the desires of my heart comes true!"
I SPEAK RESTORATION AND HEALING IN THE NAME OF JESUS! I ASK IN THE NAME OF JESUS TO HEAL MY LEFT SIDE COMPLETELY FROM THIS PAIN AND THE NERVOUSNESS IN MY HEART AND STOMACH (currently, my side is now better than it was; it still hurts though right now). THE DEVIL IS TRYING TO KILL MY DESIRES AND HOPE. GOD, YOU KNOW I LOVE THIS MAN AND I WANT A BEAUTIFUL FUTURE WITH HIM. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND WISH TO MARRY HIM AND BE THE FUTURE MOTHER OF HIS CHILDREN. SATAN IS TRYING TO DESTROY THE ONE DESIRE I HAVE IN MY HEART. I ALSO ASK IN THE NAME OF JESUS FOR THE RESTORATION AND HEALING OF THE RELATIONSHIP OF MY AND MY EXBOYFRIEND. THAT THIS IS THE ONE DESIRE I HAVE IN MY HEART. SATAN, YOU HAVE NO POWER TO DESTROY MY HOPES AND DREAMS. YOU ARE TRYING TO ATTACK MY BODY AND YOU ARE TRYING TO ATTACK MY RELATIONSHIP RESTORATION. GOD, SATAN IS TRYING TO HARDEN HIS HEART SO BADLY THAT HE THINKS NOT EVEN YOU CAN SOFTEN IT, BUT ALL THINGS CAN AND WILL HAPPEN THROUGH YOU, GOD! I AM TIRED OF SATAN'S LIES, I'M TIRED OF SATAN DESTROYING MY FAITH IN YOU, O GOD. IT SHALL BE DONE, THE RELATIONSHIP SHALL AND WILL BE RESTORED IN THE NAME OF THE ALMIGHTY JESUS CHRIST. AMEN AND AMEN!
I hope you prayed in agreement of this prayer, as I am tired of Satan trying to kill my desires, my hopes, and my dreams of my future with me and my exboyfriend.
I SPEAK RESTORATION AND HEALING IN THE NAME OF JESUS! I ASK IN THE NAME OF JESUS TO HEAL MY LEFT SIDE COMPLETELY FROM THIS PAIN AND THE NERVOUSNESS IN MY HEART AND STOMACH (currently, my side is now better than it was; it still hurts though right now). THE DEVIL IS TRYING TO KILL MY DESIRES AND HOPE. GOD, YOU KNOW I LOVE THIS MAN AND I WANT A BEAUTIFUL FUTURE WITH HIM. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND WISH TO MARRY HIM AND BE THE FUTURE MOTHER OF HIS CHILDREN. SATAN IS TRYING TO DESTROY THE ONE DESIRE I HAVE IN MY HEART. I ALSO ASK IN THE NAME OF JESUS FOR THE RESTORATION AND HEALING OF THE RELATIONSHIP OF MY AND MY EXBOYFRIEND. THAT THIS IS THE ONE DESIRE I HAVE IN MY HEART. SATAN, YOU HAVE NO POWER TO DESTROY MY HOPES AND DREAMS. YOU ARE TRYING TO ATTACK MY BODY AND YOU ARE TRYING TO ATTACK MY RELATIONSHIP RESTORATION. GOD, SATAN IS TRYING TO HARDEN HIS HEART SO BADLY THAT HE THINKS NOT EVEN YOU CAN SOFTEN IT, BUT ALL THINGS CAN AND WILL HAPPEN THROUGH YOU, GOD! I AM TIRED OF SATAN'S LIES, I'M TIRED OF SATAN DESTROYING MY FAITH IN YOU, O GOD. IT SHALL BE DONE, THE RELATIONSHIP SHALL AND WILL BE RESTORED IN THE NAME OF THE ALMIGHTY JESUS CHRIST. AMEN AND AMEN!
I hope you prayed in agreement of this prayer, as I am tired of Satan trying to kill my desires, my hopes, and my dreams of my future with me and my exboyfriend.