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t.ryan1981
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I've never been a man to dwell on mistakes too long, or to stick around after a break-up. I believe that God opens up New doors, after Old Doors close. But I'm in a situation with a woman that I adore with all of my heart.
I've done things in my past, terrible things as most young men do, but i did them with guile and pleasure because of my associates, even though i profess to know the God of the Bible. God blessed me with an encounter with a woman that was in a confused state about religion and morals. I know that God chose me and her because he wanted to give me a chance to be a leader to HIM. I became her partner and I witnessed miraculous events happen in both of our lives, job offers, financial success, and things that had to be of God. I felt like a better man, like the man that God was shaping inside of me was taking control of my life. But during these years, i battled personal conflicts that made me believe that I was above her, and that I could run out commit sin and it was okay.
I've had internet problems with women that I would not sexually touch, but I wanted the attention because PRIDE is a problem for me. A few women have seen explicit pics of me, and sent explicit pics to me. My beautiful woman that i adore found them over the last few years, and the most hurtful pic last year. We tried to work things out, or should i say We stayed together, but I was still of the same mindset that I needed to be this stereotypical playboy. I have had sexual relationships with different women during my monogamous relationship.
We've been broken apart for the last month, and it hurts everyday. I've managed to overcome a lot of my sinful nature from those days, I've begun a sexual fast, I've re-dedicated myself to being the man that GOd called me to be, I avoid alcohol and I don't want the Bar and Club scene in my life.
I've prayed and read my bible everyday, and there have been various openings to another chance with my adored woman. I've taken her on dates, and held her hands as we walk through the park. I'm seeking a prayer from you to give me the strength to see God's Will through.
My prayer every night is that if the good deeds that I have done allow me any opening to ask for a request from the Most High. It is that I may have an opportunity to right my wrongs, because i no longer have the desire to be the boy I used to be, and instead I want to be the man that God made me. I have faith that I will be reunited with her again, and I pray for help.
Please pray for me.
I've done things in my past, terrible things as most young men do, but i did them with guile and pleasure because of my associates, even though i profess to know the God of the Bible. God blessed me with an encounter with a woman that was in a confused state about religion and morals. I know that God chose me and her because he wanted to give me a chance to be a leader to HIM. I became her partner and I witnessed miraculous events happen in both of our lives, job offers, financial success, and things that had to be of God. I felt like a better man, like the man that God was shaping inside of me was taking control of my life. But during these years, i battled personal conflicts that made me believe that I was above her, and that I could run out commit sin and it was okay.
I've had internet problems with women that I would not sexually touch, but I wanted the attention because PRIDE is a problem for me. A few women have seen explicit pics of me, and sent explicit pics to me. My beautiful woman that i adore found them over the last few years, and the most hurtful pic last year. We tried to work things out, or should i say We stayed together, but I was still of the same mindset that I needed to be this stereotypical playboy. I have had sexual relationships with different women during my monogamous relationship.
We've been broken apart for the last month, and it hurts everyday. I've managed to overcome a lot of my sinful nature from those days, I've begun a sexual fast, I've re-dedicated myself to being the man that GOd called me to be, I avoid alcohol and I don't want the Bar and Club scene in my life.
I've prayed and read my bible everyday, and there have been various openings to another chance with my adored woman. I've taken her on dates, and held her hands as we walk through the park. I'm seeking a prayer from you to give me the strength to see God's Will through.
My prayer every night is that if the good deeds that I have done allow me any opening to ask for a request from the Most High. It is that I may have an opportunity to right my wrongs, because i no longer have the desire to be the boy I used to be, and instead I want to be the man that God made me. I have faith that I will be reunited with her again, and I pray for help.
Please pray for me.
