Quenulon
Prayer Warrior
I am heart broken beyond recovery. I never thought I would feel like this so hard. I am so broken beyond what I can deal with. My sister doesn't seem to care about me. I want to die as I feel so much pain. I sent a message asking to meet up and she ignored it completely..no answer what so ever. I feel so alone..i am broken
and I don't think I will ever recover from this. I came to a realisation she didn't care about what happened to me. She didn't seem to care when I was abused to an inch of my life and told me harshly my PTSD was too much for her in a very cold way. I wish God would provide for me in the way he has for others. I want a home and to be away from my family house for good. I feel trapped and I am not sleeping well. I feel like I am dying. In the name of Jesus why forsake me ?.
and I don't think I will ever recover from this. I came to a realisation she didn't care about what happened to me. She didn't seem to care when I was abused to an inch of my life and told me harshly my PTSD was too much for her in a very cold way. I wish God would provide for me in the way he has for others. I want a home and to be away from my family house for good. I feel trapped and I am not sleeping well. I feel like I am dying. In the name of Jesus why forsake me ?.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.