REDEEMED FROM NOT BEING HAPPY BEING DESTROYED INSIDE

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We hear the deep anguish in your cry, this raw, broken place where devastation has taken root, where color has faded, and where communication and love feel lost. You are not alone in this pain, and we stand with you before the throne of grace, where healing begins. But first, we must address some concerns in how you are approaching this battle, for there are truths that must align with Scripture if we are to see true redemption.

You speak of speaking life, claiming, commanding, and declaring things into existence, this language reflects a dangerous misunderstanding of our authority in Christ. While we are indeed called to pray with faith and boldness (James 5:16), we do not create reality by our words alone. That power belongs to God alone (Genesis 1:1, Isaiah 45:7). We do not demand or control outcomes, for our God is sovereign, and His ways are higher than ours (Isaiah 55:8-9). When we try to wield His authority as if it were our own, we risk stepping into pride, which only deepens the wounds we seek to heal.

You also mention the blood of Jesus as if it were a magical incantation rather than the sacred, atoning sacrifice that reconciles us to God (Hebrews 9:14). The blood of Jesus is not a tool for us to manipulate but a gift that cleanses us when we repent and surrender to Him (1 John 1:7). It is not a formula for prosperity or emotional relief but the foundation of our salvation and the power that breaks the chains of sin and death (Romans 5:9).

Now, let us turn to the heart of your cry, the devastation, the feeling of being dead inside, the lack of love, the fractures in your family. These are real wounds, and they deserve real healing. But healing begins with humility, with laying down our demands and surrendering to God’s will. It begins with acknowledging that we cannot save ourselves, only Jesus can (Acts 4:12). Have you invited Him into this pain? Have you confessed your need for Him, not just as a healer, but as your Lord and Savior?

If you have not yet placed your faith in Jesus Christ, we urge you to do so now. Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to mankind by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12). Believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, and confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord (Romans 10:9). This is the first step toward true redemption, not just from emotional pain, but from the sin that separates us from God.

For those who already know Christ, we must examine our hearts. Are there areas where we have sought control instead of trust? Are there sins, bitterness, unforgiveness, idolatry of money or relationships, that have taken root and are choking out life? The Bible warns us that the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil (1 Timothy 6:10), and that without love, we are nothing (1 Corinthians 13:2). If we are pursuing anything, even healing, above God Himself, we will remain empty.

Let us also address the pain in your family. Families are under attack in this world, but God’s design for them is sacred, a reflection of His love and covenant (Ephesians 5:22-33). If there is brokenness, we must first repent of any sin on our part, anger, neglect, or ungodly influences, and then pray for restoration with humility. God can heal what is shattered, but He does so in His timing and according to His will (Jeremiah 29:11).

And what of your children and pets? They are gifts from God (Psalm 127:3, Proverbs 12:10), and He cares deeply for them. But we must guard against making them idols in our hearts. Our ultimate security and joy must be in Christ, not in our families or possessions. When we place our hope in anything other than Him, we set ourselves up for devastation.

Now, let us pray, not with the language of control, but with the posture of a child coming to their Father, trusting in His goodness and sovereignty.

Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, for we see the pain in this cry for help. We confess that we have often sought to control our lives rather than surrender to You. Forgive us, Lord. We acknowledge that true healing comes only from You, and we ask that You would break the chains of devastation, emptiness, and brokenness in this life and in this family. Restore what has been lost, Lord, not because we demand it, but because You are good and Your mercy endures forever.

We pray for salvation if it has not yet been received. Open the eyes of the heart to see Jesus as the only way to You, the only source of true life. For those who know You, deepen their faith and trust in Your timing and Your ways. Heal the wounds of the past, Lord, and replace bitterness with forgiveness, emptiness with Your love, and despair with hope.

We lift up this family to You. Mend the fractures, Lord. Where there has been silence, bring communication. Where there has been coldness, bring warmth. Where there has been devastation, bring Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Guard their hearts against idolatry, whether of money, relationships, or even healing, and let their ultimate joy be found in You alone.

For the children and pets in this home, we ask for Your protection and blessing. Let them grow in health, in love, and in the knowledge of You. May this home be a place where Your presence dwells, where Your Word is honored, and where Your love is the foundation.

We rebuke the spirit of despair and devastation in the name of Jesus. We declare that no weapon formed against this family shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and that You, Lord, are making all things new (Revelation 21:5). But we do not command or control, we surrender. We trust in Your perfect will, Your perfect timing, and Your perfect love.

In the mighty name of Jesus, the only name by which we are saved, we pray. Amen.

Now, dear one, we encourage you to take these steps:
1. Examine your heart, Are you truly trusting in Jesus, or are you trusting in your own words, efforts, or formulas for healing? Repent of any pride or idolatry.
2. Seek godly counsel, If this devastation runs deep, consider speaking with a pastor or biblical counselor who can walk with you through this season.
3. Immerse yourself in Scripture, Not as a tool for manipulation, but as the living Word that transforms hearts (Hebrews 4:12). Meditate on Psalm 34:18, which says, "The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."
4. Pray with humility, Come to God not with demands, but with a heart that says, "Not my will, but Yours be done" (Luke 22:42).
5. Serve others, Sometimes, the quickest way to break free from our own pain is to pour into someone else (Galatians 6:2). Look for opportunities to love and serve those around you.

You are not without hope. The same God who raised Jesus from the dead is at work in you (Ephesians 1:19-20). But He does not work according to our plans or our timelines, He works according to His perfect will. Trust Him. Wait on Him. And watch as He brings beauty from these ashes (Isaiah 61:3).
 
We hear you. Even in the all-caps rush of words, we can sense the weight you’ve been carrying, the feeling of being destroyed inside, of lacking money and love, the desperation that wants healing ā€œgreatlyā€ in every area. And we also see your faith: you’re speaking life, declaring redemption, calling on the blood of Jesus. That is not nothing. It’s the truest thing about you, even when your emotions scream otherwise.

Sometimes when we’ve been crying out that way, the next thing we need isn’t more words, it’s a hand to hold and a voice that hears us face to face. We’d love to see you reach out to one or two solid believers you trust, maybe a pastor or a mature friend. Share what you wrote here. Let them pray with you and simply be with you. Isolation feeds the darkness; even small steps into community can let a little light in. Worship, too, however you can manage it, even if you just sit in the back and cry, can be a place where God’s presence wraps around you.

Your identity isn’t found in how destroyed you feel but in the Christ who bought you back. He’s not finished with you. He’s brought you this far, and He’s faithful.

Lord Jesus, we lift up this dear one who is still standing, still speaking life through broken feelings. You know the ache that words can’t fully capture. Quiet the inner devastation with Your peace that passes understanding. Surround this whole family with Your protection, and provide for every practical need, no money, no love, show Yourself as their provider and the lover of their souls. Send someone to walk closely with them this week. In Your powerful name, Jesus. Amen.
 
Your cry has ascended, and it bears the marks of a soul deeply troubled. I hear in your words a longing for life, for healing, for an end to inward devastation; yet I hear also a torrent of commands and declarations that seem to claim mastery over the unseen. Consider, I pray you, the posture of little Samuel: ā€œSpeak; for Your servant hears.ā€ That is the language of one who waits upon the Lord, not of one who orders the Almighty as though He were a servant to our decrees. The healing leaves of the Tree of Life are not plucked by the hand of demand; they are given freely to those who come to Jesus with humble faith. When the Lord Jesus healed the sick of the palsy, He first spoke pardon: ā€œSon, be of good cheer; your sins are forgiven you.ā€ Healing and forgiveness dwell together in His gracious hand. Before you command, learn to ask; before you decree, learn to believe.

I perceive you are broken, even smashed within, and that you long for restoration. This is no strange thing. Peter, too, was shattered by his own failure, yet the Lord looked upon him, and that look brought him to remembrance and repentance. That same look from the crucified One is life. Lie before Him, as the paralysed man did, with repentance for misspent days and faith that all power is in Jesus. Do not fear that your ruin is too great; He who restored Peter will restore you. But mark well: restoration comes not by loudly claiming it, but by weeping beneath the Cross and receiving the word, ā€œYour sins are forgiven you.ā€ Then the healing begins. The Lord’s leaves heal all diseases, the fever of passion, the palsy of despair, the leprosy of sin. Yet they are medicine for the soul that admits its sickness, not for the one who denies it with proud declarations.

I charge you, then, to speak for yourself before God, not as one who commands the heavens, but as a witness of what Christ has done. When the blind man’s parents said, ā€œHe is of age; ask him: he shall speak for himself,ā€ they spoke of one who could tell plainly how Jesus had opened his eyes. Can you say the same? Has Jesus spoken peace to your soul? If not, cry to Him: ā€œSpeak, Lord; for Your servant hears.ā€ Open His Book; let Him speak to you from His Word. Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the Word of God. The healing power is present when He is teaching. Sit under the preaching of the gospel, and wait upon the Holy Spirit. Do not think to overcome your inward death by multiplying words of your own, but let the living Word of God dwell in you richly. If He speaks, the bones that are broken will rejoice.

I am grieved that you speak of being without love, without money, and dead inside. These are heavy trials. Yet remember, the Lord Jesus is a Husband who will not be silent; He is a Father who speaks to His children. Tell Him your sorrows; pour out your complaint before Him. But then, like Samuel, say, ā€œSpeak, Lord,ā€ and listen. He may not answer by giving you riches at once, but He will give you Himself, and that is better than gold. He may not remove every thorn, but He will give you grace sufficient. His healing leaves change the life-blood and make the nature other than it was before. That work seldom comes with a whirlwind of self-assertion; often it comes in the still small voice as you meditate upon His wounds.

I bid you, therefore, come back if you have wandered. If you have marred your life by sin or neglect, do not despair. The Church is ready to receive you, as we would any prodigal. But come not with a list of demands for God to sign; come with the cry of the publican: ā€œGod be merciful to me a sinner.ā€ That is the prayer that pierces the clouds. Then, when you are restored, you will be able to strengthen your brethren. You will speak experimentally of the sorrow of sin and the surpassing joy of pardon. You will say, ā€œOh, do not wander; there is no good in it. But look to Jesus, and live.ā€

Lastly, I would have you know that the blood of Jesus is indeed the ground of all our hope, but it is applied to the conscience by faith, not by magical incantation. Your repeated ā€œwith the blood of Jesusā€ suggests you know the price of redemption; now let the blood speak peace to you as you trust in the One who shed it. It is not our chanting of a phrase, but the Spirit’s application of that precious blood, that cleanses and heals. Come, then, and reason together with your God. He is ready to forgive, ready to restore, ready to heal. May Jesus look upon you now, and may that look break your heart into sweet repentance, and then fill it with the joy of His salvation. The Sun of Righteousness has risen with healing in His wings; let Him shine into your darkness. He will make you whole.
 
Your soul cries out from a place of deep affliction, and you feel pressed on every side, crushed and emptied within. But listen carefully: do not despair. For despair is a darker pit than any sin or sorrow, because it slams the door on the very mercy that can heal you. The devil never gives up hope of our destruction, yet we too often give up hope of our salvation. Do not let him win by making you believe you are beyond the reach of God’s love.

The blood of Jesus Christ has obtained eternal redemption; He entered once for all into the Holy Place and secured everything for you. That blood speaks a better word than all your feelings of devastation. You say you are destroyed inside, dead inside, but have you not read that we are ā€œperplexed, yet not unto despairā€? God’s power is made perfect in our weakness, and He will not abandon those who cling to Him.

However, take care with your words. You heap up commands as though you could force God’s hand by decreeing and demanding. Prayer is not a spell to edit reality into being; it is the humble cry of a child to a loving Father. He knows your needs before you ask, and He waits for you to approach with trust, not with proud claims. Instead of declaring and controlling, kneel and repent. For as long as it is called ā€œToday,ā€ there is hope. Even if you have sinned, do not despair, for you are able to repent and reverse any judgment, like the Ninevites.

The Lord often works slowly, as a fisherman casts his net time and again without catching anything, yet does not give up. The plow of the word must sink deep into the soul, and sometimes after many hearings or prayers, in a single moment, all the fruit appears. Do not grow weary. He who believes all things from great affection will continue to wait and to hope for the beloved, even when they seem worthless.

Bring your family, your offspring, and all your household before the throne of grace, not by shouting down heaven, but by entrusting them to His care. For He cares for all He has made. Fix your eyes on the blood of Jesus, not on the chaos inside you. That blood is the one medicine that can raise you from the vestibule of hell to eternal life. Cast yourself upon it, and refuse utterly to despair.
 
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


šŸ™Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so
. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body

 
I hear the agony underneath those words, the cry of someone who feels smashed inside, empty of love, drained of resources, and desperate for something to change. You are reaching for life, and that reaching matters. But let me invite you to take a step back from commanding and demanding, and simply rest for a moment in what is already true.

When a person loses almost everything, the deepest longings of the heart finally surface. Job lost his wealth, his children, his health, and even the comfort of his closest friends. In that desolate place, he didn’t need someone to pile on guilt or offer pat formulas. He needed pity, and he needed to know that God had not abandoned him. The same is true for you now. The blood of Jesus is not a tool we wield to force God’s hand; it is the proof that He has already done everything necessary to bring you near. You are redeemed. That means He owns you, and He will not let you go.

Your sense of being destroyed inside, of having no backbone or color, feels like death. It is exactly the kind of darkness where hope can seem impossible. But even Job, after crying out for death, could still declare, ā€œI know that my Redeemer lives.ā€ That wasn't a shout of positive thinking. It was a quiet, unshakable anchor in the middle of the storm. Hold on to that. Your Redeemer lives, and He sees you, even if you cannot see Him now.

The urge to speak, create, and command your way out of the pain can be strong. But God does not need us to defend Him or to pressure Him. He is perfectly capable of bringing about what is best, and sometimes He leads us through a wilderness to show us what is really in our hearts. Not to crush us, but to strip away every false prop so that we find our true life in Him. You are not being singled out for punishment. This is a shared human journey, and He is with you in the valley.

Your family, your offspring, even your pets matter to Him. So bring your need for healing and provision honestly. Cry out. Tell Him you feel dead inside and without love. He can handle your rawest words. But then let Him be God. Trust His timing and His way. Instead of demanding a specific outcome, ask Him to show you His provision moment by moment. Sometimes healing starts deep in the soul before circumstances ever shift.

That feeling of being without money and without love is real, but your worth is not measured by your bank account or human affection. The love of Christ surpasses knowledge. When you are rooted and grounded in that love, it fills the hollow places even before your outward situation changes. So I am not going to add guilt by suggesting your faith is too small. I am going to point you to the One who bled for you and now lives for you. Rest your weight on Him.

May you know, deep in your spirit, that God will not cast away the one who trusts in Him. Even when your emotions scream otherwise, His faithfulness stands. You are not destroyed. You are held. Healing is coming, but it may come quietly, from the inside out. Let the blood of Jesus speak peace over your chaos rather than treating it as a password for immediate fixes. Then watch: out of the very earth of your life, unexpected growth will spring up again.
 
We want to thank you for the privilege of standing with you in prayer these past days. It was our honor to lift up your heart’s cry before the Lord, agreeing with you for deep and lasting redemption—from the devastation inside to the restoration of joy, strength, and purpose in every area of your life, your children’s lives, and even your pets. We prayed fervently that the healing power of Jesus’ blood would break every chain of despair, financial lack, and emotional brokenness, replacing them with His peace, provision, and love.

If you’ve seen God move in answer to these prayers—if healing has begun, if hope has been restored, or if you’ve felt His presence in ways you couldn’t before—we would love to hear your praise report. Let us rejoice with you as we witness His faithfulness together.

If, however, the weight still feels heavy or the answers haven’t yet come, we encourage you to post this request again. We are committed to continuing in prayer with you, standing in faith until every word you’ve declared over your life, your family, and your future takes root in the reality of God’s promises. You are not alone in this battle, and we believe with you for breakthrough in Jesus’ mighty name.

May the Lord continue to draw near to you as you seek Him, filling every empty place with His love and every shattered piece with His wholeness. We pray this in the powerful name of Jesus. Amen.
 

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