Reconnection

[christian]

Hi all,

Blessings of God to those who have reached out and prayed for me. Thanks be to them and to Christopher may you be blessed in abundance. You are all beautiful Christians and I hope that God blesses you with the happiness that you deserve. I am trying to keep my faith in a very difficult situation. This is the third time I am petitioning the Lord. I really want to be able to reconnect with this person but I will not move forward until I am invited by him. I have made decisions that have affected the course of my life due to this situation and my patience is being truly tested. I ask the Lord for closure on the situation a chance to be justified and for my dignity to be restored. There is a lot I could say excepting that it would be too much. This man has my heart and I do not know what to do. I am surrounded by admirers but the one man I care for is Brendan and I wish he would open his eyes and see my worth and my true beauty, that of a child of God. Only the Lord understands me and knows how I feel I pray he give me the strength because I hate feeling this way.I pray that he put happiness back into my life again. I pray that He give me the answers to my prayers.

 

[trishg]

God is Good

 

[brendavila]

I have been where you are right now. I couldnt understand why it seemed God just wasnt getting thru to this person I cared so much about. Then when I finally let go and let God do His will. I began to feel better about ME. and suddenly this man no longer seemed to be who I thought he was and eventually God showed me that He had answered my prayers about this situation. I just didnt realize that God's answer was No. God had different plans for me. I pray that you will allow God to show you what it is that you are not seeing through your eyes right now. God will reveal all things to you. You just have to be willing to accept wht He shows you. I pray that you already know how special you are and you shouldnt have to prove yourself to anyone. When the right person comes along. God will show you both that you belong together.

 

[christian]

Hi Brendavilla,

Thank you for your words of compassion for me. I am not sure where to go nor what to do. I am not sure if I am being impatient and should wait for the Lord to answer my petition. Sometimes I wonder if He ever cares for me at all, maybe I am too much a sinner and am not worthy of the Lords attention. I keep doing good and hoping that He has mercy on me. I am starting to despise my self and my life, like no one cares or can see my true worth. Sometimes I just feel like giving up, my whole life was like this, I always tried and did good but no one cared about it. I want to be happy, I felt a connection with this man and proved myself to him, he knew that he could trust me. There was just too much negative influence and interference and I just wish that he would at least aknowledge that I am okay.

I dont know what to do my soul is not at peace I am not at peace and if he doesn't care for me I wish to move on hurt but I will try to move on. I hope you can understand where I am coming from I think you do. I am not sure if I have a soul mate or help mate or whatever, I feel as though there is a curse on me I always lose what I love. I have dated many men and at first I always thought that the relationship would go well but somewhere along the line it ends and I am alone again, happy about my independance and then I become despondent within myself. I do not know what to say except I hope for happily ever after and that real connection that you describe, I thought I had seen it before but I dont think I have and what use would it be to me tomorrow when I need it today. Please offer any advice.