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praysite-1676
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Really struggling at work. I am a doer. I expect when I am being paid, that I am going to be engaged in work that requires effort from me, and therefore is stimulating, active, and engaging, not just sitting around, not just waiting for something, anything to happen, and not just Being there on the premises. When my work gets like this it seems I can only tolerate for so long before, I am reorganizing the desk-Again etc. My boss knows this is an excruciating challenge for me, and I have asked for structure and productive work. At times its productive other times its like watching paint dry. On these dull, boring desert occassions, I have sometimes, while waiting for the phone to ring, started as a last result taking care of personal bussiness--and this is when I get in trouble, for doing personal stuff to fill my hours of non work with something to do, when its glaringly obvious my boss , and even myself cannot generate anything work relatted to do. This is extremely frustrating for me. I have all these other traits my boss praises, I know what my potential is and I want to use it, however, I am not getting the opportunity to use it.
