hannah1sam2
Humble Servant
Father, my tears keep falling. Please help me. I am so broken hearted after making so much time/financial/resources sacrifices to help V. I 'dated' him a decade ago seeing him had nothing to eat...I ended up working hard to pay for his tuition, food, clothes...and now he's almost done and he's becoming mean to me.
Father, please wipe my tears, give me hope and heal me physically, emotionally and psychologically. Father, I'm so hurt by V. He was absolutely becoming not a friend at all. What was he trying to show today? He specifically ditched me today when I needed him.
Yesterday he claimed that Christian stuff are "crap". He swore at me and I don't feel he appreciates all that I've done for him. He does not love me but tricked me. Father, why so many many years of sacrifices and now he's almost done with his studies and he started becoming rude, mean...why? Lord, please repair this relationship by helping V to come to know You as Lord and Saviour God. Why is he so rude, cruel and mean? Father God, at the moment, he is not a nice person.
Father, I've made lots of time, resources sacrifices to him and it seems I'm the loser...just like the card games we play. Father God, I want to be the winner with YOU...I feel betrayed, used, tricked...Lord, it's sooooooooooooo painful...please wipe my tears again. I need YOU.
Please also watch S when she is being interviewed in an hour. Please give her peace and wisdom. Father, I really need You. I don't need V...I just feel betrayed. Father, help me to walk into a road of victory so I don't cry like a loser.
Father, Please heal my health...at the same time with all this relationship broken heart issues, I have health issues to deal with. Lord, I cannot bear all these different burden any longer.
I feel hopeless, broken, ugly, used, betrayed, stupid...like a piece of garbage. Help me Lord to restore my health and help me to have peace, love, hope and joy. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.
Father, please wipe my tears, give me hope and heal me physically, emotionally and psychologically. Father, I'm so hurt by V. He was absolutely becoming not a friend at all. What was he trying to show today? He specifically ditched me today when I needed him.
Yesterday he claimed that Christian stuff are "crap". He swore at me and I don't feel he appreciates all that I've done for him. He does not love me but tricked me. Father, why so many many years of sacrifices and now he's almost done with his studies and he started becoming rude, mean...why? Lord, please repair this relationship by helping V to come to know You as Lord and Saviour God. Why is he so rude, cruel and mean? Father God, at the moment, he is not a nice person.
Father, I've made lots of time, resources sacrifices to him and it seems I'm the loser...just like the card games we play. Father God, I want to be the winner with YOU...I feel betrayed, used, tricked...Lord, it's sooooooooooooo painful...please wipe my tears again. I need YOU.
Please also watch S when she is being interviewed in an hour. Please give her peace and wisdom. Father, I really need You. I don't need V...I just feel betrayed. Father, help me to walk into a road of victory so I don't cry like a loser.
Father, Please heal my health...at the same time with all this relationship broken heart issues, I have health issues to deal with. Lord, I cannot bear all these different burden any longer.
I feel hopeless, broken, ugly, used, betrayed, stupid...like a piece of garbage. Help me Lord to restore my health and help me to have peace, love, hope and joy. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.