bjacobson
Prayer Warrior
I just feel lost in my life and I really wish I can have a good way in life. In 10 days is my birthday. I just want my life to move forward. I have the faith in the Father, I believe that Jesus is my Savior. But I just want a good rest of the year.I lost my wife 4 and 3/4 years ago it just feel that I just have no advancement in life, feels like I lost so many friends, it really hurts inside of me and I just want the rest of the year. I really don't feel like I am wanted. I sit by myself and I really know I hurt a good friend of mine Troy Jenkins, I just want him more back into my life. He has help heal me but I wish that I could just have good days ahead of me. Life does not prepare you for death of a loved one. It just feels you are a lone. I want to find a full time job and that would make me feel like I am wanted. I hurt inside all the time.Christmas Eve is coming up soon and that is when I took my wife to the hospital I was hoping she would come home with me but on Januray 11 2009 that was when we said good bye, but it was more like to me I will see you later.
