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philipmartyn
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I have a problem, I was so on fire for God
When I was first born again, I was like a fireball, I need help. As time went on, I got invited to go to a Bible school because they probably thought I would be a good advertisement for them. They really messed my head up, and it took ten years to get my head together again. I don't go to church anymore, and I don't preach the gospel. I just couldn't go through that again. I'm not even married; I have three children. I'm with my partner whom I wanted to marry, but there has been so much against us. We have had such a long, hard time that time nor money allowed as I gave all my money to the church in tithes and offerings, and I'm angry as I don't feel God's presence anymore, and things are not what they should be. I feel cheated and ashamed. I need help; I need something, a miracle. Only God knows, but I feel that He has given up on me. When I first came to the Lord, I came from darkness to Light. Help, please. Even church goers have mocked me and looked down their noses. I am needing help, real help.
When I was first born again, I was like a fireball, I need help. As time went on, I got invited to go to a Bible school because they probably thought I would be a good advertisement for them. They really messed my head up, and it took ten years to get my head together again. I don't go to church anymore, and I don't preach the gospel. I just couldn't go through that again. I'm not even married; I have three children. I'm with my partner whom I wanted to marry, but there has been so much against us. We have had such a long, hard time that time nor money allowed as I gave all my money to the church in tithes and offerings, and I'm angry as I don't feel God's presence anymore, and things are not what they should be. I feel cheated and ashamed. I need help; I need something, a miracle. Only God knows, but I feel that He has given up on me. When I first came to the Lord, I came from darkness to Light. Help, please. Even church goers have mocked me and looked down their noses. I am needing help, real help.
