Real Help Needed

[philipmartyn]

I have a problem, I was so on fire for God

When i was first born again, i was like a fireball,, i need help.. as time went on i got invited to go to a bible school coz they probably thought i would be a good advertisement for them. they really messed my head up and ten years it took to get my head together again. i don't go to church any more and i don't preach the gospel. i just couldn't go through that again. Im not even married,i have 3 children. im with my partner whome i wanted to marry but there has been so much against us, we have had such a long hard time that time nor money allowed as i gave all my money to the church in tithes and offerings and im angry as i don't feel Gods presence anymore and things are not what they should be i feel cheated and ashamed i need help, i need something, a miracle.Only God knows but i feel that He has given up on me. When i first came to the Lord i came from darkness to Light.Help Please. Even church goers have mocked me and looked down their noses. I am needing help real help

 

[Lacey]

Dear Lord~

We bring You worship and praise for You are worthy. I lift up my brother Philipmartyn to Your Throneroom now.I don't know all the details as to exactly what happened to him, but You know, Dear Jesus. It sounds like he was injured and wounded terribly by supposed Christians.I rebuke the devourer in his life, in the Name of Jesus Christ. I resist all works of darkness, and cover him and his family with the Blood of Jesus. I ask for You to cover him with peace and rest. May he rededicate his life to You Good Shepherd. I know You'll show Him where to put His foot down. Please set him with strong true Christian brothers and sisters who can pray and fellowship with him.Show him Your promises in the Bible. I pray You would restore the years the locusts have eaten. Let him know the enemy has tried to injure and harm him, not Jesus. You could never forget Philipmartyn! He's Your very own son! You've engraved his name on the palm of Your hand! Carry him on Your Shepherd shoulders, and bring him back into the fold O Lord.I pray he would get down on his knees and repent from all known sin. Thank You for freeing him and showing him what his gifts are. May he live his life for Your glory, Lord as you revive and restore his heart, mind and spirit in the Name of Jesus Christ.You are greatly loved, my brother. Repent, read the Word and He will renew your life I promise. He is our faithful Abba-Father and He loves you so much.

 

[SinglemomV]

Lord, Give him Reassurance Lord You are with him Lord, You are carrying him Lord, The enemy works in ways we can't even imagine Lord, I Pray this not discourage him any longer which is keeping him down Lord. I Pray he is Strong and Brave and Praise Your Name Lord, that you got him away from that, Lord. I Praise your Name for all the Victories you have done for him and I Praise your Name for all his Victories to come Lord for him Lord. Lord, I Pray he surrenders to you Lord, and Stands Strong in his faith in you and not in others Lord, In Jesus Name Amen