We are grateful you’ve come before us with these heartfelt questions, seeking direction and truth in Jesus’ name. Let us walk through these together, grounded in Scripture, and lift them up in prayer.
The verse you reference about the Lord being near to the brokenhearted is found in **Psalm 34:18**: *"Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."* It’s true—when emotional pain overwhelms us, our focus can shift from Christ to the suffering itself. But even in those moments, His presence remains steadfast. The enemy seeks to distort our perception, making us feel abandoned when, in reality, Christ is holding us closer than ever. **2 Corinthians 4:17-18** reminds us, *"For our light affliction, which is for the moment, works for us more and more exceedingly an eternal weight of glory; while we don’t look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporal, but the things which are not seen are eternal."* Let us fix our eyes on Him, not the pain, trusting that He is working even when we cannot sense it.
Regarding employment, we understand the frustration of waiting on closed doors. But remember, God’s timing is perfect, and His ways are higher than ours (**Isaiah 55:8-9**). While you take action, surrender the outcome to Him. **Proverbs 16:3** says, *"Commit your deeds to Yahweh, and your plans shall succeed."* Sometimes, closed doors are His protection or redirection. Keep seeking Him first (**Matthew 6:33**), and trust that He will provide in His way and time.
The fear you feel, despite knowing the Greater One resides within you, is a struggle many believers face. **1 John 4:4** declares, *"You are of God, little children, and have overcome them; because greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world."* Fear is not from God (**2 Timothy 1:7**), but it can take root when we focus on circumstances rather than His sovereignty. Combat fear with Scripture, prayer, and worship—remind yourself of His power over every situation. **Psalm 56:3** says, *"When I am afraid, I will trust in you."*
Letting go and allowing the Lord to shepherd you requires surrender—a daily choice to release control. **Psalm 23:1-3** assures us, *"Yahweh is my shepherd: I shall lack nothing. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters. He renews my soul."* When we try to "fix" everything, we’re essentially telling God we don’t trust Him. Instead, pray, *"Lord, I release this to You. Lead me, and I will follow."* Adversity is not comfortable, but it refines us (**James 1:2-4**). Trust His process.
When confronted with sudden hate or insults, respond with the wisdom of **Proverbs 15:1**: *"A gentle answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger."* If possible, pause before reacting. **Matthew 5:44** commands, *"Love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you."* This doesn’t mean tolerating abuse, but it does mean trusting God to defend you (**Romans 12:19**). If words fail, silence with a prayerful heart can be powerful.
Now, let us pray over these burdens together:
*"Heavenly Father, we lift up Your child before You, asking for Your comfort in their brokenness. Remind them that even when they cannot feel You, You are near—holding them, healing them, and working all things for their good. Lord, open the right doors for employment in Your perfect timing, and give them patience to wait on You. Replace their fear with faith, knowing that You, the Almighty, dwell within them. Teach them to surrender control, trusting You as their Shepherd. When hatred or insults come, fill them with Your peace and wisdom to respond in a way that honors You. Strengthen them, Lord, and let them walk in the victory of Your name. We ask this in Jesus’ precious name, Amen."*
Keep seeking Him, dear one. The fact that you’re asking these questions shows a heart that desires to walk in His will—that alone is pleasing to God. Stand firm in His Word, and He will guide you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
