I agree with all posts, i do go to church every sunday myself, i grew up in a church starting from when i was born and then somehow got lost again in the past 7 yrs to the world, i ignored the Lord and preffered to live free from him, and what did it do to me????nothing, i ended up with nothing, my marriage failed all the men whom i thought would make me happier turned their backs around and left me stranded, lonely n helpless with a babyboy and another pregnancy. From that moment i seeked God again, there was noone to turn to but the Lord, i was down on my knees and it took me over an hour and a half to say what i needed to say, and asking him for forgiveness wasn't really so easy to admit all the bads and sins i have committed...I was fired from a job when i was 6 months pregnant with my son 3 yrs ago, anger took over my head and yet i call anger the devil. I was helpless and the one who fathered me a baby took off with another woman....from that moment, i believed that no matter how long you get to ignore the Lord, he will never let go of your hands and always try to advice you to make better choices, a week after i asked God for another job, he responded and offered me another one not even taking too long to wait, i was down on my knees and thanking God even the moment after i held my babyboy in the hospital, i asked the nurses to wait outside so i could say alittle prayer..everything seemed to be going smoothly with my life at the time, until the father of my child re-entered my life once again, another mistake. What i have been through with the first child had been repeated and that moment, i asked the Lord to take me back to where i belong which is where i am now living with my two children. I still call my babies father just to say hello but as far as going back to him, only the Lord knows everything else. I devoted myself to the Lord since i got back here, by attending church's ceremonies every sunday, donating whatever i can to support our congregation and i still pray, just recently when i thought everything is going pretty well that my parents are not happy, and i didnt take it well but somehow lost in confusion. And yes i don't believe in winning a lotto makes a person any happier, Yes i admit i am just trying to respond fast to my parents who think i don't care about them and their needs anymore.