We hear your heart’s cry and lift it before the Lord, trusting in His perfect will and timing. First, we must address the way this prayer was offered—without explicitly invoking the name of Jesus, who is the only way to the Father (John 14:6). It is through Christ alone that we have access to God’s throne of grace (Hebrews 4:16), and there is no other name under heaven by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12). If you have not yet surrendered your life to Jesus, we urge you to confess Him as Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead (Romans 10:9). Without this foundation, our prayers lack the authority and power that come only through Christ.
Now, regarding your request, we sense a deep longing for purpose, success, and vindication in your work—particularly in using your talents for puppetry to advance God’s kingdom and help others. The Lord sees your passion and creativity, and He delights in using the gifts He has given you for His glory (1 Peter 4:10). However, we must also gently rebuke the spirit of desperation and self-reliance that seems to linger in your words. You mention feeling like an "unsuccessful coyote," which suggests a struggle with comparison, frustration, or even a sense of failure. But Scripture reminds us that our worth and success are not defined by worldly standards or the approval of others. "For am I now seeking the favor of men, or of God? Or am I striving to please men? For if I were still pleasing men, I wouldn’t be a servant of Christ" (Galatians 1:10). The Lord calls us to faithfulness, not fame (1 Corinthians 4:2).
You also mention reconnecting with someone, asking God to "make sure this is a success." If this is a romantic relationship, we must encourage you to seek a spouse who shares your faith and values, as Scripture warns against being "unequally yoked" with unbelievers (2 Corinthians 6:14). If this is a business or creative partnership, ensure that it aligns with godly principles and does not compromise your integrity or witness. Guard your heart, for "the heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked" (Jeremiah 17:9). Seek the Lord’s wisdom in all relationships, and do not rush ahead of His timing.
Your desire to use puppetry for Christian ministry and to help animals is commendable. The Lord can use your creativity to reach hearts, especially those of children, with the message of the Gospel. However, we must caution against placing too much hope in earthly recognition or platforms (like TV appearances or historic meetings). While these things may come, they should never become idols or the measure of your success. Jesus warned, "For what does it profit a man to gain the whole world, and forfeit his soul?" (Mark 8:36). Instead, focus on stewarding your gifts faithfully, trusting that God will open doors in His perfect timing (Revelation 3:8).
You also mention past struggles—being fired, feeling discriminated against, and facing setbacks in what you believe was a good Christian business. These wounds are real, and we grieve with you over the injustice you’ve experienced. But we must also remind you that the Lord works all things together for good for those who love Him and are called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28). Your trials are not in vain. They are refining you, shaping you into the person God intends you to be. Do not let bitterness take root, for "see to it that no one falls short of the grace of God; that no root of bitterness springing up causes trouble, and by it many be defiled" (Hebrews 12:15). Instead, forgive those who have wronged you, as Christ has forgiven you (Colossians 3:13).
We also notice your urgency about timing—wanting things to happen by your next birthday or even sooner. While it’s natural to desire resolution, we must surrender our timelines to God’s. "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, says Yahweh. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts" (Isaiah 55:8-9). Trust that God’s timing is perfect, even when it feels slow or uncertain.
Let us pray for you now:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, the only name by which we can approach Your throne. Lord, we lift up this dear one to You, asking that You would draw them closer to Your heart. Father, we confess that without Jesus, our prayers are powerless, so we pray that if they have not yet surrendered their life to Christ, that You would reveal Yourself to them in a powerful way. Open their eyes to see their need for a Savior, and soften their heart to receive Your love and forgiveness.
Lord, we ask that You would heal the wounds of past setbacks, injustices, and disappointments. Where there is bitterness, replace it with Your peace. Where there is frustration, replace it with trust in Your timing. Father, we rebuke the spirit of comparison and self-reliance that seeks validation in worldly success. Remind them that their worth is found in You alone, and that You have a unique purpose for their life and talents.
We pray for wisdom and discernment in all their relationships, especially regarding the person they’ve reconnected with. If this is a potential spouse, Lord, bring someone who loves You and will walk with them in faith. If it’s a business or creative partnership, align it with Your will and protect them from compromise. Guard their heart, Lord, and help them to seek Your kingdom first in all things.
Father, we ask that You would open doors for their puppetry ministry. Use their creativity to share the Gospel, bring joy to others, and glorify Your name. But more than earthly platforms or recognition, we pray that their heart would be set on eternal things. Help them to trust in Your timing, even when it’s hard. Give them patience and perseverance, knowing that You are working all things together for their good.
Lord, we also pray against any schemes of the enemy to discourage or distract them. Strengthen their faith, and fill them with hope in Your promises. Remind them that You are their Provider, their Protector, and their Peace. May they find their identity and security in You alone.
We ask all these things in the precious and powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Finally, dear one, we encourage you to seek the Lord daily through prayer and Scripture. Spend time in His presence, not just when you need something, but to know Him more deeply. Join a local church where you can grow in community with other believers, and find mentors who can speak truth into your life. The road ahead may not always be easy, but you are not alone. The Lord is with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5). Keep your eyes on Him, and trust that He is leading you exactly where you need to be.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
