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i got to know about jesus from my wife ,although i got married to her it was never love,because she introduced me to jesus i thought i wanted to get married,but i never fell in love with her just living ,and we hav been married for 6 yrs now and i always asked god why i didnt get a chance to love smbody and then get married ,we have a kid now 2yrs old,i love her very much and my loves me also,we havent done any sexual activities for 2 yres after the baby and the baby was also because we wanted a baby,and then suddenly i got a chance to speak to a co eworker of mine who is a unbeliever and tell about jesus and tell the good news she was going thriugh a tuff time, i honestley preyd for her and then over a period of time i fell in love with her , i told jesus that i want her to be my sole mate and but i camt tell her about this,i never knew how she felt about me,and then after two weeks she said that she loves me,she is gonna get married recently the guy cheats on her and treats her very badley and ,to the level of taking her life away some times,to me this is the chance god gave me to help somebody and at the same time love somebody the person I was waiting  for ,now we cant live without each other I want to spend my life with herr,my wife loves me and I want is to spend my life happily,cause I don’t love her  all I have is sympathy,and sm times  it think b cause god answerd my preyers and I want to tell about her to my wife ,and some times I feel and it has been telling me that god is gonna take my wifes life way and cause he dosent wanted me to be alone with the baby he brought her in to my life so that I want be lonely ,we love each other so much and its not sexual attraction  we are attracted in all the ways,it  will never die on this I just want us to live together and have kids and be happy ,and I asked jesus to stop this ,and he didn’t he always has stopped things in my life if it was not good for me  ,I just want a revelaton from him on this pls prey and answer me dear jesus I love her so much and I cant survive without her and she loves u and ready to come to you form her whole heart,and I don’t want pain for anybody pls answer ,ur the only thing that I look forward to in my life pls answer in jesus name ,Amen