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Deni356
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Bless all of you for your continued prayers on my home situation with my youngest son Joshua leaving in February and not willing to come home to live. We traveled a long time together and the past few years with the deaths of my mother, oldest son Shaun, age 29 then my sister four weeks later - Joshua age 21 and I stood and faced adversity with loosing our home, personal property i.e., my car on the 5th year of it's loan - jobs, then severe health issues that put me on SSD at too young of an age.
Joshua also lost his father in February 2010 even though we had been living separately for 11 years ( because neither of us had found another committed relationship) and my last attempt to get him sober by arranging an inpatient stay of six months failed and he lost his battle to addictions at age 45.
We have endured so many adversities then were finally blessed two years ago with a place to live and have been more established now than prior to all the events mentioned happening. My son has anger so please ask the Lord to remove his anger. My nature with my children was always to provide a loving, nurturing, comfortable stable environment and with my son Joshua moving out I feel like I have lost two sons without valid reasons. My heart feels heavy and I feel alone in the world as most of my friends drifted after the death of my older son and I no longer commute out to work in the corporate sector. Please pray my strength stays in tact and that I have no doubt that I can keep the roof over my head from now until next year.
Your prayers were very encouraging unfortunately Josh will not be living with me for the next lease extension which is June 2012 - June 2013 and my landlord has agreed to let me stay here as long as I can meet the required payments.
Please pray that I can manage my SSD funds and find something light in working to stay here. I thank God now for the blessings he has given me through the years and the love he has shown me in my darkest of hours. Praise God that I am managing alone with my son's cat and that I am able to continue without running in to obstacles because moving would prove more hardship than I need in my life.
Amen and God bless you for your prayers.
Joshua also lost his father in February 2010 even though we had been living separately for 11 years ( because neither of us had found another committed relationship) and my last attempt to get him sober by arranging an inpatient stay of six months failed and he lost his battle to addictions at age 45.
We have endured so many adversities then were finally blessed two years ago with a place to live and have been more established now than prior to all the events mentioned happening. My son has anger so please ask the Lord to remove his anger. My nature with my children was always to provide a loving, nurturing, comfortable stable environment and with my son Joshua moving out I feel like I have lost two sons without valid reasons. My heart feels heavy and I feel alone in the world as most of my friends drifted after the death of my older son and I no longer commute out to work in the corporate sector. Please pray my strength stays in tact and that I have no doubt that I can keep the roof over my head from now until next year.
Your prayers were very encouraging unfortunately Josh will not be living with me for the next lease extension which is June 2012 - June 2013 and my landlord has agreed to let me stay here as long as I can meet the required payments.
Please pray that I can manage my SSD funds and find something light in working to stay here. I thank God now for the blessings he has given me through the years and the love he has shown me in my darkest of hours. Praise God that I am managing alone with my son's cat and that I am able to continue without running in to obstacles because moving would prove more hardship than I need in my life.
Amen and God bless you for your prayers.
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