youngmomof2
Disciple of Prayer
I am currently 35 weeks pregnant and we are totally struggling financially. I am married and have a 22 month old son and our baby girl is due in less than 5 weeks. My husband works full time and I work 3 part time jobs, just to cover our bills. However, we still do not make enough and have to take from savings every month. Our savings account is now depleted and soon I will be unable to work. We had to cancel our family health insurance for next year because we wont be able to pay for it. We were planning on renting a house with my sister and her 2 kids next year to help save money, but now I feel like we need to find another option. She has a wild lifestyle and her boys are out of control. They are abusive to their pets and bully my son when they think no one is looking. I feel like this would be damaging to my marriage and my family and I would be a horrible mom to put my kids in a position where they wouldn't be safe. I just don't know what else we can do. We cant afford our bills with me working 3 jobs, what are we going to do when I cant work? All I want to do is stay home with my kids while they are young. And if we put our new baby in childcare so I could work, my whole paycheck would be going to childcare anyway. I am so completely stressed out that I don't sleep at night. I keep praying for God to provide for our needs and help me to trust in him. I pray that God would bring all the pieces together. I pray he would help us submit fully to him and let go of our worries. I pray that he would give us wisdom and guidance to make the right decisions. Thank you for your prayers.
