God, I pray I can sleep and rest in peaceful dream's at night. It seems I have a lot on my mind, like someone else's problems and they should be attending to them themself. I have talked with my beautiful and wonderful children and I pray for them in my life more, with God all things are possible and can accomplish all things through Christ who strengthens me and them and builds them up. I have been struggling with my marriage and in a way I don't care anymore about what he does or says and he don't care anymore about what I do or say because we have been together for 10 lives my years, and together we have used each other and we have been trying to get back at each other, and I'm tired of doing this and I have children, we have children. My children and our children don't like him when he's drunk, he calls us lazy and fat when in reality he's the man of the house who teaches us to be just like him. He judges my ex and so I pray for my ex. He needs help with himself Lord, he is the devil and I'm tired of him stealing our joy, it's time to put him back in his place. It doesn't matter how hard I try, I pray for him, I ignore him, I mind my own business and leave everybody else to their business, I have asked for forgiveness of me being a sinner, I pray for those I love, I need my life with God and Jesus and The Holy Spirit, The Holy Ghost and The Good Lord in my life and God fighting for me. I need help Lord God, I'm tired of living this way, and I am tired of being taken for granted. Don't get me wrong, I love my children and I love Carl and we come from two different places. We were both raised up in the church, his parents were like communism and mine were like freedom and we have fought and fought and fought. I lied to Carl and told him he was smarter than me when in reality I am a very wise woman overflowing with wisdom and love and I didn't won't to hurt him. I lied to Carl and told Carl I don't know how to ride, and I know how to ride; and I lied to Carl quite a few times just to please Carl and keep Carl from getting mad, I had to lie to Carl when I told him I can't cook, when I can cook good, and I lied to Carl when I said I don't know The Holy Bible and I know The Holy Bible and God and Jesus, he's always to busy about him and his past to care about anyone else, so there isn't no sense worth trying with Carl and I lied to Carl when I told him I can't keep up when I stay focused on Jesus, Crissy lied to Carl when I said I would follow him, when I was talking about me and mine following Jesus and I lied to Carl when I said I don't know how to love and I know how to love and I'm tired and I was raised to be truthful and I have confessed my sins, and I ask Jesus and God to fix the lies I've told in my life I have told so I can forgive myself and be forgiven. Carl has lied also to me and himself. I lie to Carl cause he gets angry and mad at me when I tell the truth. I pray I can be a good mother to my children, my kid's; and I pray I can get right with Jesus and God and my self, my family. I pray I can let go of the anger I have for Carl and let Jesus and God to work in my life. I'm tired of Carl trying to kill the good I have. I pray for my children and me, my family. God, In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen
I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen
I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen
I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen
I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen
