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As you know I am married with children, and since I've been married, my life is now based upon my husband and his family, because every time I catch myself thinking it's about his family (when I say family, his siblings, children from his previously relationship, etc.). I've come to a conclusion, that I don't won't to be married because before I got married, I thought of everyone else around me, and my husband only thought of his family (when I say family, his siblings, kids from his previous relationship etc.) It's like when I married him, it's like he traded me all of his things he did and he took off with what I did, and I pray so hard, God will hear me and swap our things back because I'm not good at doing what he does and he's not good at doing what I do, so I pray. When I close my eyes at night I hear him and he is so dark and I pray for my dreams and my Savior to return to lighten what is dark in me. God, I pray for my life with you to return to me, for I do miss it so very much. God, You are great and holy, amazing and true, wonderer and blessing to me. God, I do pray o can think of the future and include all in and we can all bring good tidings. God, You are my rock and my shield. God, I trust in you with all my mind, all my heart, all my body and all my soul, my spirit listens to you and it guides me with your words leading us to you, daily, noon, evenin, spirit worlds. God, I love you very much. God, when I, (###), look at my children I see you, I see heaven, I see Jesus, because I know you are in them and I love them very much, I talk with them, I teach them, I play with them, I make them walk in the original paths you made me walk in, I protect them, and so much more. God, Thank you, my blessings from you are many. God, In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen
