Gods
Disciple of Prayer
Hello my brothers and sisters. I haven't been online lately but I'm here to ask for someone's help. I'm going to tell you guys somethings about myself. Iam a 21 year old female. I have 3 little kids ages 4,2,and1 2 girls 1 boy! My son is my youngest.. I cry almost everyday praying and asking God to take this pain and struggle away from me. Iam in need of healing! I'm not afraid of the lord but sometimes I feel like I'm not coming to him the right way. Can someone please let the lord know that Iam ready for him. I'm done playing games Iam seriously ready for him to come into my life and take over. I accept Christ into my life. For almost a year I kept praying and begging him to prove to me that he is real. One night I just cried and couldn't stop crying the lord came into my room. I saw a bright light come into my room. I know it was him telling me that he's real and that he hear me. I pray the lord Is not giving up on me now. Since lately I've been giving on myself. Iam a single mother of 3 small children. Their dad is not in their life at all. He lives somewhere close to us. He does not call or check up on them. I'm losing hope doing it on my own I just lost my job that i have only had for one month. Me and my children are cramped up in a small room at my mothers house. I'm not complaining because Iam greatfull we still are breathing and we are heathy. We have what we need. Not much but we're maintaining. Thank god for that. I recently put in an application for section 8 housing so that me and my children can move out of my moms house and have our own place. Please pray for us. Please pray that we get accepted on the waiting list so that we can have is a place. I don't want to rush I've been so patient waiting on God to move us out when he's ready for us. I pray for better health and a better life. I want to go back to school and start a better independent life for my kids. I pray God see me through this. I pray God hears me and understand me.... Lord don't give up on us! I've made bad decisions also crazy ones. But God gave me 3 blessings. I want to do right by them and take care of them the best way I can the way they deserve to be taken care of. Their dad sits on Facebook and flashes money all day. My kids have not seen him in almost a year since my son have been born he's seen him less than 10 times. He's living happy and we're struggling trying to make ends meet. Trying to get their Christmas together all by myself. They barley have anything and Christmas is next week. I don't know how Iam going to do it. All I want is to see them happy. It's going to hurt me to my heart if Iam not able to accomplish that. Knowing that I lost my little job yesterday is killing me too. I want better seems like my whole world is crashing down. I've been so depressed lately been asking God to take me. I just want to be happy I want my kids to be happy!!!! Pray for us Please!!!! Lord be with me. In the name of Jesus
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