C
Carreen
Guest
The enemy which I call Satan or Lucifer has been bombarding me and my family on a daily basis. He tries to trick me into believing I'm him so I get mad and think that if I put hate in my heart then I will then show him how much I hate him but it only hurts me in the end because my heart gets overwhelmed with grief and then pity for Jesus. I dont know what to do at times. I try so hard to do the right thing but I can hear him and when I do I go into self hatered mode. What can I do? I've lived a very poor life. I've been spiritually bankrupt for as long as I can remember. My family has always put me down especially when my spirits are lifted high up. That part really gets me upset. I'm a meek minded girl that has had to learn to be rough around the edges because of all the abuse II suffered. I wont give up! Especially on myself or my children I know that Lucifer is a hateful vengeful thing and I dont like to even acknowledge that he even exists. I do have to admit that good does overcome evil and truly do believe that I will be alright in the end. In the meantime I'm just going to do what I can do to get myself right with God. Thank you for your prayers in this battle if you are praying for me. Carreen
Last edited:
