Vaibhav D
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been able to start a family and get blessed with the joys of marital life.we got married 5 years back in church.same year he had an.accident and then lost his job. Then next year he.got skin problem and due to all these problems, i lost interest in intimacy. I was very hard-working to meet our needs and buy a home for us.
my husband got into porn addiction and online internet affairs.i fell sick and anemic and kept working hard wjile trying to recover. He even started talking abt having sex, marriage and family with a girl. And had many other sex partners. He continued being kind to me but wasnt working. I asked him to do a job.but he always said that I'm very honest man and hence I dnt get a job. But actually inside he was flirting and enjoying with women for 4 years. He would do cyber sex, and send his naked photos and get theirs and do love talks.during all this, I would work endlessly even while being unwell and bought a home and both of us shifted there.i continued working and he didn't look for a job or take Responsibility.
This year one day on Aug 23, while he was doing sex fantasy with a Chinese woman and discussing her safe days for sex between them, he suddenly heard a voice ..STOP.. STOP. He was scared.
God's voice told him to stop this and go back to leading a life of sinlessless and purity with his wife.and express jis needs to his wife. now we both are back together rebuilding our marriage.
My husband explained that my lack.of interest in intimacy made him feel rejection and he went out to seek sex. I am guilty as I.wasnt able.to understand his needs and I feel vulnerable. At the same time I feel worried if he starts all this again. My age has increased and I always wanted to have a child.im really troubled if my wish will be fulfilled now due to my advancing age.
I.truly wish to be blessed by Jesus so that all doubts fears and worries go.away.and we both come.together prayerfully as husband and wife as God commanded and live together.i wish to have a family with him and he does too but I'm worried that now my age is increasing and my chances of.conception can be low. I.pray for a miracle to our Lord and savior to bless us with his precious blood and approve of our intimacy and family as he commanded for a married couple.in Jesus name i.pray amen.
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my husband got into porn addiction and online internet affairs.i fell sick and anemic and kept working hard wjile trying to recover. He even started talking abt having sex, marriage and family with a girl. And had many other sex partners. He continued being kind to me but wasnt working. I asked him to do a job.but he always said that I'm very honest man and hence I dnt get a job. But actually inside he was flirting and enjoying with women for 4 years. He would do cyber sex, and send his naked photos and get theirs and do love talks.during all this, I would work endlessly even while being unwell and bought a home and both of us shifted there.i continued working and he didn't look for a job or take Responsibility.
This year one day on Aug 23, while he was doing sex fantasy with a Chinese woman and discussing her safe days for sex between them, he suddenly heard a voice ..STOP.. STOP. He was scared.
God's voice told him to stop this and go back to leading a life of sinlessless and purity with his wife.and express jis needs to his wife. now we both are back together rebuilding our marriage.
My husband explained that my lack.of interest in intimacy made him feel rejection and he went out to seek sex. I am guilty as I.wasnt able.to understand his needs and I feel vulnerable. At the same time I feel worried if he starts all this again. My age has increased and I always wanted to have a child.im really troubled if my wish will be fulfilled now due to my advancing age.
I.truly wish to be blessed by Jesus so that all doubts fears and worries go.away.and we both come.together prayerfully as husband and wife as God commanded and live together.i wish to have a family with him and he does too but I'm worried that now my age is increasing and my chances of.conception can be low. I.pray for a miracle to our Lord and savior to bless us with his precious blood and approve of our intimacy and family as he commanded for a married couple.in Jesus name i.pray amen.
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