hiloveimhaley
Prayer Warrior
Hi friends. I never knew that in such a short time I would turn from the Lord. It seems like just last week I was so positive. There are times in life where I'll be like "God, where are you!?" I know He is there, but why am I turning from Him. I just want to be in His arms and turn from my sinful ways. I know I'm not perfect. I never will be. I was doing so well keeping away from my addiction, and now it's back. God, take my hand and show me the way, fill me with Your love. I don't want to be involved in what I am doing. You know what I am doing, not only do I feel terrible for it, but I just need You in my life to stop. The devil is pulling me down, Lord. I did not want this; I want to be a strong Christian. What I'm doing can get me into a lot of trouble, God, keep me away from the devil's evil ways; I DON'T need it anymore! I know You're trying to keep me wrapped in Your arms, and I'm running away. God, don't let me go; I want to be with You forever, keep me safe and make me think twice before I do what I shouldn't do. Why do I doubt myself. I'm an image of You. I'm beautiful, and no one can tell me different. God, don't let them tell me that anymore. I'm sick of jealous people in this world. If I could turn back now, I wouldn't have been a model, Lord. It's making my life worse! People day in and day out tell me I'm not good enough, 'not skinny enough'; it all makes me sick! Lord, if You want me to stray away, show me a sign; I'm breaking down slowly. I love You, Lord, be with me during this hard time. Amen.
