hiloveimhaley
Prayer Warrior
Hi friends. I never knew that in such a short time i would turn from the lord. It seems like just last week i was so positive. There are times in life where ill be like "god where are you!?" I know he is there but why am i turning from him. I just want to be in his arms and turn from my sinful ways. I know i'm not perfect. I never will be. I was doing so well keeping away from my addiction and now its back. God take my hand and show me the way fill me with your love. I don't want to be involved in what i am doing. You know what I am doing, not only do i feel terrible for it but I just need you in my life to stop. The devil is pulling me down lord. I did not want this i want to be a strong Christian. What i'm doing can get me into a lot of trouble, god keep me away from the devil's evil ways i DON'T need it anymore! I know your trying to keep me wrapped in your arms and i'm running away. God don't let me go i want to be with you forever keep me safe and make me think twice before i do what i shouldn't do. Why do i doubt myself. I'm an image of you. I'm beautiful and no one can tell me different. God don't let them tell me that anymore. I'm sick of jealous people in this world. If i could turn back now i wouldn't have been a model lord. It's making my life worse! People day in and day out tell me i'm not good enough 'not skinny enough it all makes me SICK! Lord if you want me to stray away show me a sign i'm breaking down slowly. I love you lord be with me during this hard time. amen.
