Liana256
Beloved Servant
God, Thank you for this day. God, Thank you for the father, the son, and the Holy Spirit, in my life, my son and daughters life, my childrens life, my brothers and sisters life always. God, Thank you! God, I pray for the peace of Jerusalem always. God, Thank you! Jesus, I pray ### don’t like no one else, but, ###, please. Jesus, ### has tried to start some stuff with me, today, but, I have ignored him, and I have continued to be kind to him. Jesus, He says stuff to make me jealous and angry! Jesus, I think I am pregnant with ###'s baby, I pray I am, it will be his first baby! Jesus, Thank you! Jesus, I pray if I am pregnant with his baby, I will be able to move in with ### at his Moma’s house, and we can both work. Jesus, Thank you! Jesus, I don’t understand ###, so a couple times, he wanted so bad to come stay with me, because we had just talked about how he felt about him coming to stay with me when I go get a room, just to get away sometimes, and he was offered, and didn’t come, but, we was also arguing, I pray ### changes his mind about some of the things he’s told me! Jesus, I pray, I pray you will help me become, a mature woman, kind, loving, funny, at peace, don’t put up with no lies, and don’t let no man try to disrespect me, please! Jesus, Thank you! Jesus, I am thankful for you in my life and all who is in my life. Jesus, Thank you! Jesus, I pray for me and ###, and our friendship, he says, he don’t want no relationship with no one because he’s in his Moma’s house, but, he leads me on, he’s said, he apologized, but, I got a room last night, and I asked him if he wanted to come, talk with me, and I needed to know an answer before it got dark, and he says, I was forcing him, I wasn’t forcing him, it was a simple yes or no, he said, yes, and than, he started forcing me, into getting there fast, and he says one thing to me, but, does another! Jesus, No, I don’t force him, into doing nothing! Jesus, Just like, ### says, he don’t want me at his mommas house no more, and he says, he’ll change his mind and give in to me, and let me come stay with him! Jesus, I like being with ###, we are friends, he tells me things about his life, he says, very few people know, and I tell him things about my life, very few people knows. Jesus, ### says, he tells me what I want to hear, I told ###, please don’t tell me what I want to hear, tell me the truth, please, and he told me he loves me, a while back, and I asked him, to not say that, unless, he truly does love me, and he told me he loves me, so, I don’t know. Jesus, I over message ###, sometimes, and I don’t want to, because I like me and him as friends, but, I’m scared if I don’t message him as much, me and him want be as close as we have become! Jesus, ### says to me in a text message today, there’s no evidence of him talking to anybody else, he’s says, I’m not even if I wanted to, Jesus, I pray he’s not talking to anybody else! Jesus, ### says he cares about me, but, he’s not in love with me, he says I’m angry at him and I am going to resent him, that’s not true, I’m angry, because one of his ex that happens to be his close friend, calls him about 3-4 months, she’s married with a husband and children, and she called one night, me and him was together, and I asked him, are you gonna answer that?, he said, no, and declined her phone call, while saying, either she can call me back or I can call her back, but, the next day, we went to his Moma’s house, and he cussed me out, he said, I made him miss her phone phone call, that he hates me! Jesus, ### is so wrong on so many levels for this, I asked him to get the phone. Jesus, I also told ###, I don’t resent him, he resents himself in all peoples, and most people resent him too. Jesus, I don’t resent him, though! Jesus, Thank you! Jesus, I pray I am pregnant, with ###'s baby! God, I pray I am pregnant, with ###'s baby! God, I pray in the name of Jesus! Amen
