God, I am thankful for all you have blessed me with, the good and the bad. I pray for ###, he is confused, I don't know if he is thinking of someone else, but, I know it's not me, and so he was mad at me last night, because I am doing something nice for him. He told me he doesn't want anything I buy for him, and he doesn't like the things I give him and he can't use the things I buy him and he's supposed to be my husband, and he wonders why I am distant from him. It's okay, I'm strong, and I have faith that someday Jesus will put the truth in him as Jesus put the truth in me, and he will repent and humble himself. I pray for a Merry Christmas this year with my family and friends, and everyone, rather you celebrate Christmas or not, I pray you all have a Merry Christmas this year. I pray it will snow December 25 here in ###. I pray for ###, my brother-in-law, he fell 20 feet from a ladder and broke 2 ribs and his elbow is broken and fractured on the joint, he is out of work, and so I pray his bills will be paid and they have a good Christmas, and he heals quickly from that incident. I pray ### will stop acting like he's better than anyone else, I know we're supposed to talk amongst ourselves to one another and not about one another, he talks bad and wrongfully about others, and I tell him to be quiet because I don't want to hear about it. I pray I can lift me and all up someday. I don't feel peaceful in my home anymore, I feel hate and past hurts in my home and my home is supposed to be peaceful, full of love, overflowing with God's wisdom, love, truths, mercy, and I pray I can get those back in my home to where it will be overflowing with wisdom, knowledge, truth, God's love, mercy, humbleness, greatness, kindness, peace and etc...... I pray for ###, he used to like me, then he brought up his past and he changed his mind about me, and asked me what happened, I didn't change, I just moved on because he no longer wishes or wants love, truth, mercy, kindness, and I'm tired of him and his past, I need me and those who make me me in me and in my home everywhere I am and where I come and go and he can leave and take his past with him when he goes because if he can bring in his past so can I. I pray for peace in me. God, I pray in the name of Jesus, Amen.
