God, Thank you for tonight. God, ### is back inside and I told him to put the gun up or I was going to call someone. God, Why does ### act like that? God, I've asked ### to come back to church, he said no, he says I can go to church by myself, I prefer my whole family to come, so we can learn more about Jesus, and praise him all the day long, and pray for others, and our needs will be met and provided for, we can walk upright and in peace with every step we take, but, he thinks I'm sleeping with the pastor, and I'm not. God, and Yahweh, Thank you, I got to spend some time with my children tonight, even though I am going through a storm with ###, I still feel Gods love in my children, and in me. Yahweh, I pray my husband, ###, can't use me anymore. Yahweh, I pray I don't use ### either. Yahweh, ### tells me, I just use him to get what I want, and yet, he uses me too, that's not true, I don't won't to use people, I'm not that type of girl, I am mature, friendly, kind, loving, and I care for all who is in my life, and those I don't know and I take the time to listen to them, and pray for them. Yahweh, I pray for my children, ### told me tonight, he has made peace with my ex, my ex don't know him, but, I am at peace with my ex, I pray I can be at peace with ###, and all I know and all I don't know always. Yahweh, I pray he has made peace with my ex so he will stop mentally abusing my ex and our boys. Yahweh, I pray my daughter, ###, is a good babysitter how I was and ### was. Yahweh, I have so many unanswered problems, I pray you can answer them, and lean not on my own understanding. Yahweh, You know the things I pray for, and you know why I pray for them. Yahweh, I pray me and my brother will be able to meet our biological father, family, friend's, prayer warriors in Heaven when our time is done on this Earth. Yahweh, You know I pray for many people in this world, I pray you in them helps answer my prayers as I do for others too. Yahweh, You know the prayers I pray and you know why, Yahweh, why did he take the people away from me?, Yahweh, I pray you will bring them to me, all of the people. Yahweh, You know I have sensitive feelings all the time, and I ask for strength and courage to stand before a giant. Yahweh, I miss sleeping with my children, they are growing up, we used to sleep together at night, sing songs, listen to music, sing ABC's, count numbers of sheep, make up a different fairytale every night, jump into reality and I would tell them to stay in school and graduate, go to college and make something good of themselves for God, get a good job, raise up a nice family, pay their bills, give to the poor, help others, share if they can, and make sure they pray every night, I'm not allowed to do those things anymore with my children, ### got mad, and so I couldn't do it anymore, now he's mad at me because he says I don't love him, and I do love him, I love our children more, and I love God, Yahweh, Jesus, the mostest. Yahweh, You in me is greater and I am thankful for you. God, and Yahweh, In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen
