God, Thank you for this day. Yahweh, I pray for wisdom, truth, love, light, sleep, peaceful dreams. Yahweh, If I am focused on Jesus, then why do these things happen to me? Yahweh, I keep having dreams where my husband, keeps leaving me and when I am awake in my dreams, I see my children, but, ### is leaving with his ex wife and his first set of children, and is that why he is so hateful towards me and my children, because he is with some other woman? ### calls us fat, none of us was fat until he came in our life ### should be fat, we got it from him, and I pray everytime we will do to him as he does to us on Earth as it is in Heaven, and see how he likes it, I will leave him in his dream's and in reality for someone else, my friend, my children, and he won't like it, but he does it to me, it shouldn't be done to me or him, but it will be done to me and him and given to us both. Jesus says do to others as they do unto you. Yahweh, I'm tired of ### hurting my family, I pray all the hurt I can send to his family, he's the one who has the problem and allows evil in his life, he should be the one to give it to his biological family, excluding the children I have with him. Yahweh, ### says he is very smart, but I don't think he is, or he wouldn't make fun of others, instead he would teach, he don't though; I teach other's though the things God, Jesus, and Yahweh has taught me. Yahweh, I pray I can receive the things I gave to ###'s family, before we got married, and give them to those who likes and loves me, for my sake and the sake of my children, so together we will walk upright and in peace. Yahweh, I pray for the strength and courage to put my foot down to ### and give to him what he has put in, I can send it to him, he won't like it, and for me to be able to take care of my children and myself, and our bills. Yahweh, I am trying, I have been making more hours at work, and I pray my bills can be cut in half, so if I do decide to put ### out of my life, I can make it with my children and me, and pay our bills, provide for our needs, it will be very hard, but, it would be better to be with my God, my children, my family, myself; than to go through with what we are going through now. Yahweh, I am sorry I am venting, I'm not judging, I'm just saying he wouldn't like it. God, and Yahweh, In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen
