Anonymous
Beloved of All
I feel so guilty asking for prayers when there are a lot more things in the world that needs prayer more than my situation. But I get overwhelmed and think I just don't want to struggle with all these feelings and problems any more...I lose faith and think that things are not going to change whether or not I pray. I pray and they stay the same, I don't pray and they stay the same..I feel lost and if praying does not help or make things better then there is nothing...hope is gone...and then I question..why does God put us through this/ is there even a god...or is he not the god we are told about in church and read about in our bible. I just don't know.
