JulieH
Humble Servant of All
I know I have prayed this many times before and I know it’s probably wrong to pray for this. But I am married to a crazy alcoholic who is so abusive verbally calls me the most horrible names does the most horrible things to me and I have no choice but to stay. I don’t know where to go I don’t know what to do I don’t know how to get away. I found today videos that he is taking of every single fight we have had and there are so many and they are so hurtful and I can see the pain I’m in and he is mocking me and abusing me more by the videos. He is a drunk he is an alcoholic. When he isn’t I know I have prayed this many times before and I know it’s probably wrong to pray for this. But I am married to a crazy alcoholic who is so abusive verbally calls me the most horrible names does the most horrible things to me and I have no choice but to stay. I don’t know where to go I don’t know what to do I don’t know how to get away. I found today videos that he is taken out of every single fight we have had and there are so many and they are so hurtful and I can see the pain I’m in and he is mocking me and abusing me more by the videos. He is a drunk he is an alcoholic. When he isn’t drinking He can be a kind and loving man and he always promises to stop drinking but he never does he is hurtful and my heart is breaking and I am ### and I am battered and I am dying inside and I need to get away from him. I always stay I always believe I always trust it will stop it it never does I am begging you to pray for me that somebody will come into my life and help me get out of the situation or make him stop drinking. I made a commitment to be ### and I love my husband but it’s hard and I have nowhere to go so I pray that you would please he can be a kind and loving man and he always promises to stop drinking but he never does he is hurtful and my heart is breaking and I am bruised and I am battered and I am dying inside and I need to get away from him. I always stay I always believe I always trust it will stop edit never does I am begging you to pray for me that somebody will come into my life and help me get out of the situation or make him stop drinking. I made a commitment to be ### and I love my husband but it’s hard and I have nowhere to go so I pray that you would pleaseSend me some help please please please I am broken and I need help in the name of Jesus I pray amen
