Dear BeTheLight, I am so sorry you have been through so much. All the problems with the many tests and trials connected does not mean God has forgotten you in any way. Our Lord is always aware of our circumstances and He has promised and cannot lie that He will never leave you nor forsake you. Just keep trusting Him like you have been doing and I feel He is sending someone to you that is going to give immediate assistance and that He is working steadily in the background to bless you for the faith that continues to rise up in your heart when you begin thinking on the many times in the past when He has showed up just in time and always with His loving heart overflowing with blessings He has planned just for you. He is no respecter of persons but He is the rewarder of all those that trust Him no matter what they may be seeing hearing or feeling because He has proven Himself FAITHFUL time and time again. You know what some say... It is not a test unless it is stretching you farther than you have ever been before. I only wish I could reach out and give you the godly hug you are longing for like someone very dear to you use to give and you would instantly know deep down inside that everything was going to be alright. I am hugging you with my heart and telling dear sister everything is going to be alright. You just wait and see. Father, You know I would go to this lady in a heartbeat and help her in any way I could but You want to do it a certain way and it will be perfect then as only You can do. Thank You Father for the loving mercy and great love that flows continually from Your throne room to the hearts and minds and bodies of Your precious ones as You say, I praise You with my whole heart for helping this dear sister in Christ.
