bjacobson
Prayer Warrior
I just feel down in the dumps! I have been going through all mine and my wife's stuff. I've been having a hard time doing this and I feel that I waited too long to do this. My wife passed away 5 years ago and I just started to go through her stuff and mine and get rid of some things. It has been so hard to do this. For I feel I have been hurt by 2 friends and I asked them to get something out of the house to help me out so I would not dread having to do it myself. I feel that these 2 friends have hurt me badly. I forgive them but I don't know what to say to them. They know they have hurt me but I wish the Lord would give me the words of wisdom to say to them. I have not talked to them for a week and I just wish the Father would talk to them. I have helped them out so much and never asked for the help but I did it out of love for them. ### and ### have hurt me so hard this time and I just wish the Father would help me and them mend and restore our friendship. I just don't know what to do, please pray for me and ask the Father to help me with this problem. Ask him to help me to restore our friendship. My pillow is always so wet because of the tears I shed because I hurt so badly that they have hurt me! My eyes are never dry because I hurt so badly down inside. This I consider it one of the hardest things I have done in a while since my wife passed, going through all of the memories, and I really would like friends and family around me through this difficult time. I am just going at this alone in my life. I get up, pack stuff up, and by the time I go to bed, I just hurt so badly down inside.
