bjacobson
Prayer Warrior
My wife passed away 4 3/4 years ago. The only thing that I find hard is the holidays and my birthday. Monday is my birthday, and I am starting to feel the loneliness with out my wife. The holiday's are really tough too. Here it is Saturday night I am sitting here just thinking of all the good times I had with her and they make me tear up because they won't happen anymore. I really hurt a friend a while ago and he would sometimes give me a call it was funny he would call when I had these feelings. I would not even had to call him it was like he just new when I was feeling alone. No that friend is hurt he hardly calls and I just feel so distance from him. We been friends for a long time. Please pray for me to get "Troy Jenkins" back in my life. Please pray to help me make it threw the holiday's and my birthday. Monday is my Birthday and I really just want a glorious day try to make it threw that day with out tearing up. I just want my life to move forward, and to be able to have a full time job. My world just seem so small anymore it really hurts bad.
