Quenulon
Prayer Warrior
I broke down in tears today because I was so overwhelmed and upset. I asked God to heal me of everything I had gone through and God has done bit by bit. He has opened my eyes to all of the abuse I went through and healed my traumatised mind. I've had abuse from all angles. I want to ask for prayers for my mother. I have come to a realisation that I have a mother wound. My mother is the most difficult person to talk to in my life. She takes things very personally and can get nasty if I express my emotions or become upset with her if she has done something wrong. The bible says honour your family but , this is abuse. She is emotionally abusive. I have felt I could never be open with her about my feelings. She also didn't respond well to be being abused by a man she swept it under the rug and showed little to no understanding whatsoever. I would appreciate this healing from this and today I cried as I realised the conversations I wanted to have with her will never happen. This has left me broken and sad. Nevertheless I want to be free from it. I am not a victim of what happened and I am an adult who is ready to go and live life. I pray to move on and be free from my parents house. I have moved in and out of their home for years. This cycle needs to end now. I pray this cycle breaks in the name of Jesus. I want to be a good mum for my family and a good wife. I hold my mother up in prayer for intense healing and repentance. In Jesus name. . Thank you Jesus for being there for me today because honestly the only person I want is you right now. I need you every single day and minute. Please bring me peace. I want to be a mother and have a family. I want a husband. God has shown me him and I know who he is. It is just a matter of time. I pray for patience, love , understanding, compassion, to learn his language Arabic reasonably quicky and pray over his life and protection. I pray for my confidence and self esteem to grow. I pray for my full healing and letting go. I pray for my health and safety and purpose in life. In the name of Jesus help me let go for good.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.