Dyotorior
Humble Prayer Partner
Greetings all and God bless you, I stretch my hand out to my brothers and sisters to lock shields with me and request your prayers over me. Navigating this communication pause between my spouse to be and I has been difficult for me to differentiate what He is telling me. I’ve asked Lord Jesus to clarify what I’ve heard twice now if it is in fact Him, and to silence my own thoughts and inner monologue in order to be attuned only to His voice, seeking His counsel for direction on what it is He wants me to approach my next steps.
For context; in essence, the enemy interrupted my spouse to be and I’s day last Sunday by attacking her with anxiety, causing her to flee from our relationship and retreat. Fervently praying over it, two days went by, and very early on Tuesday morning, I believe truly I heard Him say with authority, “Call her”. It was so early in the morning, I was frozen with sleep paralysis, and I hesitated, ultimately not calling her, falling asleep shortly after. There hasn’t been a day that’s passed that I haven’t regretted it, my own insecurity of my ability to hear Him potentially caused me to miss a moment to obey and respond to His voice.
I’ve continued praying and seeking and asking Lord Jesus for His verification if that was His voice, simultaneously requesting clarity, guidance, wisdom and instruction. While driving today, as His will would have it, we ended up driving past one another going opposite directions. She waved at me, I could see the want in her eyes. Upon returning home, it wasn’t until some time of prayer later, I hadn’t been actively thinking about it at all, while reading completely unrelated chapters in the Word; out of nowhere, directly instantaneously I heard Him speak in my chest, “She’s hurt you didn’t call”.
I know the difference between my own insecurity saying that, versus how and confidently Who said that to me. I stopped everything I had been doing and pleased for Him to tell me what it is He wants me to do, if in fact He is telling me to call her. I stand firm on John 14:12-14, that He will do anything that I ask in His name so that the Father may be glorified in the Son, and please ask that Lord Jesus clarifies if He is telling me to call her. I ask Him to go before us tonight, to go before me, and use me as his conduit to receive his guidance, knowledge and confirmation through Him speaking to me in my spirit. I thank you, and praise Him, and in Jesus’ mighty name amen.
For context; in essence, the enemy interrupted my spouse to be and I’s day last Sunday by attacking her with anxiety, causing her to flee from our relationship and retreat. Fervently praying over it, two days went by, and very early on Tuesday morning, I believe truly I heard Him say with authority, “Call her”. It was so early in the morning, I was frozen with sleep paralysis, and I hesitated, ultimately not calling her, falling asleep shortly after. There hasn’t been a day that’s passed that I haven’t regretted it, my own insecurity of my ability to hear Him potentially caused me to miss a moment to obey and respond to His voice.
I’ve continued praying and seeking and asking Lord Jesus for His verification if that was His voice, simultaneously requesting clarity, guidance, wisdom and instruction. While driving today, as His will would have it, we ended up driving past one another going opposite directions. She waved at me, I could see the want in her eyes. Upon returning home, it wasn’t until some time of prayer later, I hadn’t been actively thinking about it at all, while reading completely unrelated chapters in the Word; out of nowhere, directly instantaneously I heard Him speak in my chest, “She’s hurt you didn’t call”.
I know the difference between my own insecurity saying that, versus how and confidently Who said that to me. I stopped everything I had been doing and pleased for Him to tell me what it is He wants me to do, if in fact He is telling me to call her. I stand firm on John 14:12-14, that He will do anything that I ask in His name so that the Father may be glorified in the Son, and please ask that Lord Jesus clarifies if He is telling me to call her. I ask Him to go before us tonight, to go before me, and use me as his conduit to receive his guidance, knowledge and confirmation through Him speaking to me in my spirit. I thank you, and praise Him, and in Jesus’ mighty name amen.
