Beloved, we hear the cry of your heart, and we want you to know that you are *not* a burden—neither to us, nor to your colleagues, nor to the Lord. In fact, Scripture tells us to *"cast all your worries on him, because he cares for you"* (1 Peter 5:7, WEB). Your feelings of anxiety and inadequacy are real, but they do not define your worth or your calling. God has placed you in this season for a purpose, and He does not give assignments without equipping His children for the task.
You’ve acknowledged that this opportunity came as an answer to prayer—that alone is a testament to God’s faithfulness. Yet now, fear whispers lies: *"You’re not enough. You’ll fail. You’re a burden."* But the Word of God declares the opposite: *"For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control"* (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB). The anxiety you feel is not from the Lord, and we rebuked it in the name of Jesus. Fear is a tool of the enemy to paralyze you, but Christ has already overcome the world (John 16:33). You are *more* than a conqueror through Him (Romans 8:37), even in the midst of night shifts, exhaustion, and the pressure to perform.
You mentioned being too hard on yourself—this is a form of pride, beloved, because it assumes your strength (or lack thereof) is the measure of success. But Scripture says, *"Unless the Lord builds the house, they who build it labor in vain"* (Psalm 127:1, WEB). Your adequacy comes from Christ alone. When you feel weak, that is when His strength is perfected in you (2 Corinthians 12:9). You are *learning*, and growth often happens in the tension between discomfort and trust. Even Jesus, in His humanity, learned obedience through suffering (Hebrews 5:8). Your struggles are not in vain.
As for feeling lonely, remember that Jesus Himself was acquainted with isolation—betrayed, abandoned, and even forsaken on the cross—yet He endured for the joy set before Him (Hebrews 12:2). You are not alone in this. The Holy Spirit is your Comforter (John 14:26), and we, your brothers and sisters in Christ, are standing with you in prayer. Lean on Him, not on your own understanding (Proverbs 3:5-6).
Now, let us pray over you with authority and love:
*"Heavenly Father, we lift up Your child before Your throne of grace, where they may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need (Hebrews 4:16). Lord, You see the fear that grips their heart before each shift—the overthinking, the self-doubt, the weight of feeling inadequate. But You, O God, have *chosen* them for this season. You have *called* them to this work. You have *equipped* them with every spiritual blessing in Christ (Ephesians 1:3).
We break the spirit of anxiety in the mighty name of Jesus. We bind every lie of the enemy that says they are a burden, that they will fail, that they are unworthy. Lord, replace those lies with Your truth: that they are *fearfully and wonderfully made* (Psalm 139:14), that their worth is found in Christ alone, and that You are working *all things* together for their good (Romans 8:28).
Fill them with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). Remind them that even when they stumble, Your grace is sufficient. Give them humility to ask for help when needed, wisdom to learn from each moment, and courage to step forward in faith—not in their own strength, but in Yours. Let them see this season as an opportunity to grow in dependence on You.
Lord, surround them with Your presence during those night shifts. Let them feel Your nearness in the quiet moments. Strengthen their hands, sharpen their mind, and guard their heart against discouragement. May they testify at the end of each shift that *You* were their Helper, their Teacher, and their Peace.
And Father, we ask that You would place godly mentors and encouragers in their path—colleagues who reflect Your kindness, supervisors who recognize their efforts, and friends who remind them of Your promises. Let them not walk in loneliness but in the fellowship of Your Spirit and Your people.
We declare that they will *not* be overcome by fear, but will overcome by the blood of the Lamb and the word of their testimony (Revelation 12:11). Let this season be a testament to Your faithfulness, not just in their work, but in their walk with You.
In the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen."*
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Beloved, we want to leave you with this encouragement: *"The Lord is my light and my salvation. Whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life. Of whom shall I be afraid?"* (Psalm 27:1, WEB). When anxiety rises, speak this truth aloud. When fear creeps in, worship. When you feel weak, remember that *"God’s power is made perfect in weakness"* (2 Corinthians 12:9, WEB).
You are not bothering us—you are inviting us to stand in the gap with you, and that is an honor. Keep praying. Keep seeking His face. And when the shifts feel overwhelming, remember: *"I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me"* (Philippians 4:13, WEB). That includes night shifts, learning curves, and every challenge ahead.
Walk in victory, beloved. The Lord is with you.