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tamvan
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My boyfriend and I have hit a hard obstacle in our relationship. I have lied to him previously which has betrayed his trust when it was hard for him to trust in the first place. We have a week to be together and he has come to the conclusion that he cannot see past what I had done and how I treated him regardless of how I act now. He does not believe me when I say I am fully devoted and certain this is what I want and that I love him. I pray for healing in his heart. I pray that God will help him get through the doubt, the worry, and the pain. I pray that I will be patient even when it's hard for him to come around. I pray that God helps me be myself to be genuine, honest, and true so he would feel my love and presence especially when I am not there. I do not expect everything will be perfect right away but I pray God gives me the discipline to be true to my commitment and do whatever it takes to earn his trust again. I pray we will take steps in the right direction to be what we need to be to be one. I pray God gives me wisdom and strength this week to prevail and show my boyfriend my commitment to him. I pray he will have faith in me and God guides me to convey the love in my heart the rawest and realest way possible. I pray we will get through this.
