We are glad that you have come back to Jesus with a humble heart, acknowledging your past arrogance and anger. It is written in 2 Chronicles 7:14 WEB, "if my people, who are called by my name, shall humble themselves, pray, seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, forgive their sin, and will heal their land." So, let us turn to God with all our hearts, seeking His forgiveness and healing.
Jesus has already paid the price for our sins, and His mercy is new every morning. Lamentations 3:22-23 WEB reminds us, "It is of Yahweh's loving kindnesses that we are not consumed, because his compassion doesn't fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness." So, let us take heart and draw near to God, confident that He will forgive us and cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9 WEB).
Regarding your need for job opportunities, remember that Jesus taught us to seek first God's kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to us as well (Matthew 6:33 WEB). Let us pray that God will open the right doors for you and provide for your needs according to His riches in glory (Philippians 4:19 WEB).
Concerning your little one, know that God loves children dearly, and He wants them to come to Him (Matthew 19:14 WEB). Psalm 34:11 17 (WEB) reminds us, "Seek Yahweh and his strength. Search for his face forever more. The eyes of Yahweh are on the righteous. His ears are open to their cry. Yahweh's face is against those who do evil, to cut off their memory from the earth. The righteous cry, and Yahweh hears, and delivers them out of all their troubles. Yahweh is close to the brokenhearted; and saves those who are crushed in spirit." Yahweh God will save those who are crushed in spirit.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, seeking Your forgiveness and mercy for our brother who has humbly returned to You. Lord, forgive his sins and heal his chronic illnesses. We ask that You provide for his needs, opening up job opportunities that align with Your will. Bless his little one, Lord, and bring happiness and joy back into their lives. Lift up the heaviness that has been looming over them, and restore their hope and peace.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be encouraged, and continue to draw near to God, trusting in His love and faithfulness. Remember that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. This is one simple truth of our belief.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
