Prayer Request

[Agnes]

I hunger for God but I feel guilty that he can never forgive me,WHY?

1. When I lost my only son at the age of 6 months (two months back) I couldn't understand why God had to allow this little angel to die such a painfull death (i was at work monday 10/05/2010) only to receice a phone call that i was to report to the hospital just to find my son copletely dead, He was being fed by my house girl when she decided to pour poridge inside his nose and locked him inside for two hours as he struggled for a breath) WAS GOD AWAY ON SOME DUTIES? WHY DID THIS LITTLE ANGEL SUFFER THIS? HOW DID I WRONG GOD? and can't understand why all these must happen despite MY prayers.

2007 - I lost my dad and had to drop out of college due to lack of fees

2009- lost my uncle whom i stayed with after dad's death

2009- lost my grandfather

2010 may - lost my only son who brought me joy after my boyfriend raped me and abandoned me to marry another woman

2010 - august - lost my grandmum

Today - am one month pregnant for the same man who abandoned me last time after being deceived of forgiving him. I am thinking of abortion.

I AM SO EVIl eventhough I long for GOD. Will He ever forgive me?!!!!!

PLEASE I NEED GREAT COUNCELLING AND PRAYER. I am 24 years old.

 

[caroline]

I hunger for God but I feel guilty that he can never forgive me,WHY?

1. When I lost my only son at the age of 6 months (two months back) I couldn't understand why God had to allow this little angel to die such a painfull death (i was at work monday 10/05/2010) only to receice a phone call that i was to report to the hospital just to find my son copletely dead, He was being fed by my house girl when she decided to pour poridge inside his nose and locked him inside for two hours as he struggled for a breath) WAS GOD AWAY ON SOME DUTIES? WHY DID THIS LITTLE ANGEL SUFFER THIS? HOW DID I WRONG GOD? and can't understand why all these must happen despite MY prayers.

2007 - I lost my dad and had to drop out of college due to lack of fees

2009- lost my uncle whom i stayed with after dad's death

2009- lost my grandfather

2010 may - lost my only son who brought me joy after my boyfriend raped me and abandoned me to marry another woman

2010 - august - lost my grandmum

Today - am one month pregnant for the same man who abandoned me last time after being deceived of forgiving him. I am thinking of abortion.

I AM SO EVIl eventhough I long for GOD. Will He ever forgive me?!!!!!

PLEASE I NEED GREAT COUNCELLING AND PRAYER. I am 24 years old.

 

[DAVID]

AGNES, I WILL PRAY FOR YOU AS LONG AS I CAN. WOW.. WHAT HEARTACHE YOU HAVE GONE THROUGH. MAKES MY PAIN AND SUFFERING SMALL COMPARE TO YOURS. IT REALLY PUTS THINGS IN PERSPECTIVE AND HOW MUCH I DON'T KNOW OR HEAR AND SEE IN OTHER PARTS OF THE COUNTRY/WORLD. MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU AGNES AND MY PRAYER IS THAT PEOPLE WILL SEE THIS AND CONTACT YOU AND COME ALONG SIDE YOU AND LIFT SOME OF THAT WEIGHT OFF OF YOU. REMEMBER GOD IS STILL GOOD AND HE HEARS YOU AND HURTS WITH YOU. HE'S STILL IN CONTROL (BELIEVE IT). I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO YOU, ONLY THAT I HOPE A LOT OF PEOPLE WILL READ THIS AND OFFER HELP BY THE THOUSANDS AND BRING RELIEF AND COMFORT. WAIT ON GOD AND HE WILL HONOR YOUR FAITHFULNESS AND SEE GOD WORK MIGHTILY. GOD BLESS YOU AGNES

DAVID