Tortriel
Disciple of Prayer
My prayer request is that my husband of 21 years whom I love so much has been accusing me of being unfaithful during the whole period of our marriage. This is not true as I have been faithful the whole time and till now. I tried to tell him that I have been faithful but he won't listen. He pushed me so much that he had videos of me and wanted to publish the video. I stopped him knowing that people make videos that are not true and I feared for my reputation and children, so he did not publish it. He pushed me so much that I ended up agreeing to affairs that I never had in a way of resolving our issues. What started small grew as he now forced a list of names on me that I had slept with those men and he was so forceful that I submitted to all the men he mentioned. He went on to even say that I had slept with all sorts of men including animals and this I ended up agreeing as he has been so forceful on me. He even made me write and also he recorded all the conversations without me knowing. On two occasions I went up to him that all these are lies and that I could not continue implicating innocent people on things that they have not done. Things became so bad as he threatened to expose all that I wrote and he also beat me. My sin that I acknowledge is that I failed to stand for myself and allowed him to force me accept things that I never did. I am so broken and ask for prayers. I have been praying and the more I pray the worse it is getting. Please pray for me as I am so broken.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.