Agogouthion
Disciple of Prayer
Prayer Request: Depression/Treatment Facility Help
Brief overview of my situation: 2021 has been a horrendous year. It’s been full of heartbreak, betrayal, and depression. I moved halfway across the country this year to a town where I only knew one person, in order to be safe. However, with everything that’s been going on, my depression is worse than it’s ever been before. It’s coupled with anxiety and suicidal thoughts that never seem to cease no matter how hard I try. Thing is, I’ve been like this for months now and it’s only getting worse. I can’t fight any longer. I need help. I recognize this. And I am seeking treatment options that are available to me. With that, I am waiting to see what my health insurance covers to go to a longer-term mental health facility. I’m not working right now, nor have I for months to try and recover, so whatever insurance doesn’t cover is a burden my boyfriend will be paying for out of his own pocket. I don’t want to just go to the ER and be admitted for a 5150 to go to whatever facility has a bed within a 50-mile radius for 72 hours. I want to go to a facility that will actually work with me until I feel better.
Specific prayer requests:
- My depression to not be as severe
- My anxiety/panic attacks to not be as severe and frequent
- Insurance will cover most of the cost for long-term treatment
- Whatever insurance doesn’t cover, the amount can be paid on a payment plan and/or a discounted rate
- My boyfriend’s mental strength because he’s the one that’s been supporting and helping me all this time. If the tables were turned, there’s no way I could stand where he is standing and see the person I love more than anything in the world being so hurt and not be able to do anything to help. I am hurting him by not getting this under control, and even though he knows it’s not my fault, the guilt I feel for hurting him is not aiding my recovery.
Thank you for your time.
Brief overview of my situation: 2021 has been a horrendous year. It’s been full of heartbreak, betrayal, and depression. I moved halfway across the country this year to a town where I only knew one person, in order to be safe. However, with everything that’s been going on, my depression is worse than it’s ever been before. It’s coupled with anxiety and suicidal thoughts that never seem to cease no matter how hard I try. Thing is, I’ve been like this for months now and it’s only getting worse. I can’t fight any longer. I need help. I recognize this. And I am seeking treatment options that are available to me. With that, I am waiting to see what my health insurance covers to go to a longer-term mental health facility. I’m not working right now, nor have I for months to try and recover, so whatever insurance doesn’t cover is a burden my boyfriend will be paying for out of his own pocket. I don’t want to just go to the ER and be admitted for a 5150 to go to whatever facility has a bed within a 50-mile radius for 72 hours. I want to go to a facility that will actually work with me until I feel better.
Specific prayer requests:
- My depression to not be as severe
- My anxiety/panic attacks to not be as severe and frequent
- Insurance will cover most of the cost for long-term treatment
- Whatever insurance doesn’t cover, the amount can be paid on a payment plan and/or a discounted rate
- My boyfriend’s mental strength because he’s the one that’s been supporting and helping me all this time. If the tables were turned, there’s no way I could stand where he is standing and see the person I love more than anything in the world being so hurt and not be able to do anything to help. I am hurting him by not getting this under control, and even though he knows it’s not my fault, the guilt I feel for hurting him is not aiding my recovery.
Thank you for your time.