I feel the same way as you. I've been praying a lot and wondering if God will ever help. For some reason, I have a feeling He will. Even the slightest amount of faith is enough. One day it will all turn around; just trust God. Trust that He will give you a season of happiness and what you're going through now will lead you to something good. Remember, I really did pray for you, so know that the power of prayer is strong. In Jesus Christ's name, I do pray, Amen.