Raeriordale
Disciple of Prayer
Hello my name is ### and my child’s father and I have had our differences for a very long time. He’s been physically abusive to me and emotionally abusive and then there came a point where to survive I had to defend myself, and so in turn I did the same. We have a child together and he was born March 19 of this year, however there was not one point where something big or small happened like having a baby or getting sick where he was there for me. He would support me for a couple days and then totally exile me out and curse me. Just so recently I had found out I need a biopsy to remove a chunk of my cervix to see if I have cancer. I sent him a message explaining my fears to him and he responded back using AI. It hurt me to my core and I fought back (thru text). He then started to curse at me and call me names. He knows my mental health hasn’t been well and it just feels like he wants me to do something to myself. I was about to a couple days ago, but this time I wanted to. He came back from work and just ignored me. I started expressing my emotions and he didn’t take a second look. He pulled up the blanket while I was sobbing to block out the noise and to not see me. I asked him to his face would you even care if I died, he said nothing. He just stared at me. He doesn’t want to talk about God and obviously the enemy has ahold on him. I’m struggling emotionally and physically, I just need prayer. For mercy, for grace, and for God’s wrath to be done. He knows my history with mental health and I’m afraid with that plus having money he will be able to take custody of my child. I am the sole caretaker of my son. I can’t be a day without my son and he just wants to take him away. There are days that he doesn’t ask about him or my dog. He just doesn’t care. Please pray for me. Please I’m begging. I need help.