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silverdreamer
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Please Pray for Me. I feel so helpless and alone.
Dear Father, you are the only one I can trust and count on. You know what is in my heart. I am my mom's caregiver 24/7 (I have no regrets). I have four siblings but I am the oldest and the one who took charge. It seems I have to do everything myself with no time for anything else. I am not old enough for retirement so we live on mom's social security. I was very successful at one time but have lost most of everything including the condo we live in. I have an attorney working on getting it back but no word yet. I don't know where we will go.
I have not had transportation since October 2010. When my mom was in rehab from shattering her femur my brother totalled her car which was in my name. I don't have the money they want to get tags and license renewed.
I am also frustrated and confused. I have been business partners with someone for approximately 20 years. It was more than that in the beginning but friends for the last six years. He was taking care of my affairs when my mom got sick and he was helping financially. Now he is broke. Whenever we talk, which is almost every day, he puts me down and tells me it is my fault we are in this situation because I wouldn't leave my mom and go help him. He talks bad about my family and thinks his way is the only way.
Father God I ask you to forgive me for putting my trust in another human being instead of you. I throw my arms up and surrender to you.
It seems I am always stressed. Not knowing when I might get a phone call and get yelled at, or repeating the same thing over and over - like I don't understand. I pray Dear Father that you will give me the courage and strength to do the right thing. I Thank You Father God for everything that you have done for me and all the many blessings you have bestowed on me over the years. I desparately need your help now. You know what my needs are better than I do.
Father God please give me the wisdom to know what it is that you would have me to do. I ask for Peace and Joy in my life which has been missing for so long.
Please protect my mom and myself. Thank you in Jesus Name. Amen....
Dear Father, you are the only one I can trust and count on. You know what is in my heart. I am my mom's caregiver 24/7 (I have no regrets). I have four siblings but I am the oldest and the one who took charge. It seems I have to do everything myself with no time for anything else. I am not old enough for retirement so we live on mom's social security. I was very successful at one time but have lost most of everything including the condo we live in. I have an attorney working on getting it back but no word yet. I don't know where we will go.
I have not had transportation since October 2010. When my mom was in rehab from shattering her femur my brother totalled her car which was in my name. I don't have the money they want to get tags and license renewed.
I am also frustrated and confused. I have been business partners with someone for approximately 20 years. It was more than that in the beginning but friends for the last six years. He was taking care of my affairs when my mom got sick and he was helping financially. Now he is broke. Whenever we talk, which is almost every day, he puts me down and tells me it is my fault we are in this situation because I wouldn't leave my mom and go help him. He talks bad about my family and thinks his way is the only way.
Father God I ask you to forgive me for putting my trust in another human being instead of you. I throw my arms up and surrender to you.
It seems I am always stressed. Not knowing when I might get a phone call and get yelled at, or repeating the same thing over and over - like I don't understand. I pray Dear Father that you will give me the courage and strength to do the right thing. I Thank You Father God for everything that you have done for me and all the many blessings you have bestowed on me over the years. I desparately need your help now. You know what my needs are better than I do.
Father God please give me the wisdom to know what it is that you would have me to do. I ask for Peace and Joy in my life which has been missing for so long.
Please protect my mom and myself. Thank you in Jesus Name. Amen....
