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Metanoia
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My faith have been slowly dying due to difficulty finding work for me and my wife... We have a wonderful daughter who is soon to be going school. I have made bad career decisions from the past which has brought me to my difficulty finding a job. Many problems arise financially but my wife and I are holding on to our faith - yet I am secretly and slowly losing hope.
I have made poor practical decisions in my life as if I am beginning to feel that the Beloved Divine's blessing has halt... and the responsibility of having a blessing, such as our daughter; rearing her and trying to be the best parents as much as we can; specially to give her a bright future seems to be vain. I am feeling that my past mistakes are the consequences of these happenings; and no mercy nor wisdom I receive.
I have made poor practical decisions in my life as if I am beginning to feel that the Beloved Divine's blessing has halt... and the responsibility of having a blessing, such as our daughter; rearing her and trying to be the best parents as much as we can; specially to give her a bright future seems to be vain. I am feeling that my past mistakes are the consequences of these happenings; and no mercy nor wisdom I receive.
