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rita
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Lord,
Please continue to bless my family and work your Holy Spirit through us. It has not been easy and I've wanted to run away many times since we've been married. I still don't understand a lot of why this is going on in my life. Lord I beg you for a clear definitive answer so I can have peace. Lord, please forgive me for my sins i committed with a weakened mind and spirit. My husband has worked so hard to keep us together and I see no point. I need you to give me a reason because my heart is broken over our losses and decision making together, I need to know that this is where you want us to be. Lord, please lay your hand over our business, please Lord bless it so that the orders will come in. please give me strength and courage to quit my current job because it is too much of a conflict of interest but I can't quit without knowing if I'm going to be secure in this business. Please Lord lay your hand over Michael and calm his restless spirit. Lord, he's my son and I love him very much...please forgive me for not having enough patience with him this year as my heart grieves for the loss of the children that didn't make it to this world but are with you. Please Lord, my heart aches so much as I write this. I've thought about suicide because losing not one, not two, but three children in a year and a half has left me feeling there is no point to anything. And I don't know how to handle my husband who doesn't grieve over this. Lord, I need to know why I feel so robbed from the experience of motherhood. How could marriage and family feel so lonely? Please watch and protect over Michael for he has bared so much for such a little guy I just want him to be okay. Please let me be the loving mother he deserves to have.
amen
Please continue to bless my family and work your Holy Spirit through us. It has not been easy and I've wanted to run away many times since we've been married. I still don't understand a lot of why this is going on in my life. Lord I beg you for a clear definitive answer so I can have peace. Lord, please forgive me for my sins i committed with a weakened mind and spirit. My husband has worked so hard to keep us together and I see no point. I need you to give me a reason because my heart is broken over our losses and decision making together, I need to know that this is where you want us to be. Lord, please lay your hand over our business, please Lord bless it so that the orders will come in. please give me strength and courage to quit my current job because it is too much of a conflict of interest but I can't quit without knowing if I'm going to be secure in this business. Please Lord lay your hand over Michael and calm his restless spirit. Lord, he's my son and I love him very much...please forgive me for not having enough patience with him this year as my heart grieves for the loss of the children that didn't make it to this world but are with you. Please Lord, my heart aches so much as I write this. I've thought about suicide because losing not one, not two, but three children in a year and a half has left me feeling there is no point to anything. And I don't know how to handle my husband who doesn't grieve over this. Lord, I need to know why I feel so robbed from the experience of motherhood. How could marriage and family feel so lonely? Please watch and protect over Michael for he has bared so much for such a little guy I just want him to be okay. Please let me be the loving mother he deserves to have.
amen
