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Please continue to pray for the addiction to break in my husband as I am tired and worn out and looking for something to change - and soon. My husband called and left a message on Sunday saying he hasn't spoken to us in so long and he said he's 'sorry for our situation' to me - meaning our separation, and then went on to tell our son to never give responsibility for your personal happiness to someone else (I wonder if he means he was unhappy here, so he decided to leave instead of trying to work it through with his wife of over 20 years). Basically, he's not changing - still thinking of himself and blaming me for everything, not looking to reconcile like I am. I am so sad and disheartened - I had really hoped he would come around to see the light that his loving wife of 20 years and his child are part of his happiness and part of God's plan. He is choosing to smoke pot, drink and be 'free' instead at almost 47 years old - and I am exhausted and losing hope. My heart is broken and I don't know how to go on. Please help me to have hope and to be strong for my son who is only 13. His dad abandoned us once before for drugs/alcohol for over 2 years, and I stood by him and took him back again. This was his second chance - how can he just walk away again? I don't understand it at all - please Jesus - intervene on our behalf. St. Michael the Archangel - keep the devil away and help Chris to fight his demons and have him work his way back to his family - drug free.
