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faithfulwife_mother
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Almighty Father, I praise you and worship you with all my heart and soul. I thank you Lord for all the blessings that you have given me and for all the trials that I have been thru and for the trials that I am facing right now regarding my marriage and my health condition. I ask forgiveness for all my weaknesses and shortcomings. Lord, please grant me the grace of total forgiveness, teach me to forgive the people who have hurt me specially my husband who has hurt me the most and his other woman. Teach me to forgive them Lord for hurting me and my son, for dishonoring my as a wife and for destroying our family. Lord, today as I browsed the computer, I accidentally opened the files saved by my husband and it was all about annulment of marriage. I don't understand what I am feeling right now, my heart is full of pain that I wanted to breakdown and cry but I don't want my son to see me this way. Everyday, i've been trying to endure all the pains and sufferings that my husband has given me. And I don't know until when can I keep on enduring all these pains that he wanted me to feel. Please give me strength Lord to hold on, I know how much you hated divorce or marriage separations, that is why even if I know that my husband is hurting me on purpose so that I will get tired of holding on and eventually agree with him for the annulment case that he has filed in court, I still keep on holding on coz I made a vow in front of you that I will love my husband for better and for worse, in sickness and in health till death do we part. Lord please give me strength to survive this battle for I cannot do this alone. I need you Lord. Please open the eyes of my husband and touch his heart. Let him see all my sacrifices for the sake of our marriage and our family and let him feel all my pains and sufferings as a wife and as a mother to our son. Lord I surrender to you my entire life, my marriage, my family. Take control over our lives oh God. In Jesus name, Amen.